I have assumed for most of my life and for the rest of my life that I am going to be alone. I can't stop crying right now. I don't do it all the time, just when I am left alone at certain times...and ponder too much just how much it really doesn't matter to be the person I am, because i'm just treated like shit. It just hits me at certain points... ( Read more... )

Oh lord, it couldn't get any better than this. More people interested, I can't get enough. :) Makes me real happy too. :) I get more excited when I see more people signing on and especially when they post, happy to be here and all. Makes me fairly giddy to say the least actually...which is probably damned dorky, but, its still cool. Its my club... ( Read more... )

Aw...I feel so bad for him. Poor baby has been all sick for two days now, maybe more. It might have started over the weekend. I'm not sure what it is, might be allergies or the flu. I wouldn't be surprised about the allergies though...know a lot of people, including myself, that they've been acting up. And I have asthma too, so its not a picnic ( Read more... )

Oh jesus, been a busy night. It keeps getting bigger and bigger. Never ceases to amaze me. Every night I promote out the butt and more people keep coming, ending up staying up late just to do so. I've worked my ass off on these clubs and they still keep coming. I am very impressed. I hope that it continues this way, if I can help it. I want to try ( Read more... )

I'm amazed that we have surpassed 200, and now its time to move beyond that. I'm still not that satisfied with any of the clubs. Its not because of anyone or anything in particular, just think that maybe I am not doing as good of a job as I should be. I guess its more of one of those mental things or something. I'm not even working on more caps ( Read more... )

Oh jesus, I have never been more tired in my life. I still need to do the caps thing which is probably going to be for later today because i'm fricking exhausted. I'm working on writing this as quickly as I can so I can get some sleep. I am so amazed, four more people and 200 hits. Then beyond. :) Its gratifying and I can't wait. I will keep ( Read more... )

Well, I invited out the butt tonight. Oh my god...had to have been at least 1000. I've been so damn busy its not even funny and I should be asleep because I have so much to do, but I probably won't even sleep now. I have caps to finish, and the list goes on. :) Jesus, always a lot to do for the Brent. :) I love it though...and man, was I on a ( Read more... )

Well, I got someone involved to help out a little and she seems really willing to do the job. We've gotten more people and I am getting even more excited. I'm trying my best, like always. You can't please everyone. I've learned that even more as I've been doing all this stuff over time. Feeling better now that school is about done for the semester ( Read more... )

Okay, I have to write this out, no matter what it sounds like to anyone. I've been having all these thoughts. I know I take this club thing horribly seriously, probably more than anyone else and am really dedicated. I just feel weird, as though everyone things I'm just some wacko obcessed weirdo. I hate that feeling. I hate people assuming it ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)HighLevel 2 (Lustful)ModerateLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) ( Read more... )