i used to be afraid to die but i figure... after death theres nothing more to fear... you rest and live forever... in a way i'm not afraid to die anymore because i firgure theres a lot of people who i'd like to see on the other side... a lot of people i miss... i'm more afraid of leaving my family and friends alone
i feel like the world is against me. like i am the number one enemy. people are either jealous or just plain evil. love doesnt exist, life is filled with lots and lots of lust.
i love how somehow everything is my fault.. if people aren't friends it's because of me.. and how NOBODY has the guts to take a stand when something wrong is being done. i love how people will pretend to be friends with me, then either completely ignore me or just keep talking shit about me and my problems. well, im honestly tired of this. i wish i could just disappear and not have to worry about any problems going on with my friends or family.
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