1. Who are you ( Read more... )

everything sucks i think im in love but the guy is 18 and now in the army. i feel like crap and he wants me to move on but i dont know if i can. i know im depressed and im afraid that ill do something still. it all sucks. i hate life.

...Okay not really. Yeah i met new and great people, went new places, went to my first concert, was in a mosh pit and everything but summer has had its downers. First of all i still have to finish my school homework for Adv. English. Jacob Bell die and now this one kidi met at SD who lives in IL. is in the army. I was planning to get together ( Read more... )

I still have the picture of him with his little chubby cheeks back in elementary. It is insane how things happen the shock of it all. Jake Bell is now gone but he will always be in my memory. i did not talk to to him for quite a while but how could i forget him. The worst part about is that one of my good friends is who he spent his last hour ( Read more... )

i have never been so bored right now. one good thing has happened i got the new Relient K cd today and it is awesome, i also got to watch Viva la Bam. someday i will be with Bam Margera. yeah right. anyways right now im just tryin to find a decent homecoming date. heck what do i care just a homecoming date.

i like to apologize for my last entry it wasnt the nicest, but you got express yourself someway.

okay dokay, i am a genius sometimes i think. i was EXTREMELY CORRECT about a certian someone. But i am a big girl i can get over it easier than most people. and if the certian someone reads save me and youslef from one of your long speeches trying to explain how you are so sorry...can you tell the bite in this tone?

okay so to update you from the last entry i think i am very correct about doubting that one person. anyways by b-day is in 12 days and my dad bought me an awesome present. Tickets to the Warped Tour. i am so excited.

Okay so you would think that summer equals relaxing, right? Wrong. Less than a week after school i went on this mission trip with my church and worked my butt off. It was worth it though. Then a few days before we left another group came up from outside of Chicago. There was this really cute guy from there too, to bad that will never work out ( Read more... )

so this is my first journal entry. So far my life is that great, but it can change right? my parents divorced when i was turning 10. They didnt leave on good terms either. I live with my mom along with two little siblings. She works full-time so i am stuck as the built-in-nanny as i like to say. My life revolves around them. I dont know what ( Read more... )