no one understands whats going through my head

[uprisingstar]

theres so much shit going through my head that i dont know what the fuck to do... my parents are pissed at me and i feel as though i have to be nice to jon just to see if hes going to change or not... i like who i am now not that person who i was when we first were married...i truly dont know what to do about anything any more....PLEASE GET ME

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[noktourne]

jana, I think that you are a truly amazing individual. you have been through so much shit in your life and, no matter how bad thigns are, you always seem to stay in there. that is something that I really respect because I know there are times when I lose control and I just break down inside myself. don't give up because you are awesome and you are not as alone as you think. I know that I don't get to see you hardly ever anymore, but I'm always here if you ever just want to hang out or talk or whatever. think positive and keep pushing on. you're a strong person. always ~Paul