"i guess i just need time to myself to think and stuff...i dunno if anyone has ever felt like that" Yep, I know what thats like.. I was a hair close to breaking up with Lindsay a while ago.
"the other thing that i thought was really funny when i was in drama is that everyone in that cast kept telling me that i was really pretty or they liked my hair or face or whatever...which i thought was weird cuz when i look at myself in the mirror i always think i look like hell...i'm also no good at receiving compliments so it was just akward..." Yeah, I know what that is like too.. I have the lowest self-esteem ever. Yay. Not.
so yeah... first off dude... you gotta think about who you are talking too... she is a 16 year old junior in highschool.. 16 year olds are NOT going to find the love of their life in highschool.. thats jsut a given fact.. and jsut because she didn't care for you as much as you cared for her does NOT mean that she is lacking understanding.. on another note.. no one is asking you to forget her.. the stuff that happened between you guys happened.. there is no changing that whether you want too or not.. but what needs to happen is that you need to accept that it all happened and deal with it.. you don't have to forget it.. and if you "love" her as much as you claim to then you wouldn't want to forget any of it..
Unless you are her, you don't know things that were said between the two of us, things that made me beleive she was truely in love with me. Like I said in my post, I didn't say she lacks the understanding, she can understand it just fine, and know what love is.. But what I said was that alot of people today take those words for granted. I have accepted the fact of what has happened. And no I don't want to forget it, and I wont ever forget it, but what I was saying is that I was going to move on, and that I was wishing her luck in what ever it was that she did.
"I will never forget you.. I can't.. But I must.."
What I meant by this is I have to forget, about us, so that I can move on to other things.. I won't forget the impact she had on my life. So that is what I had to say, sorry if you misunderstood it.
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Yep, I know what thats like.. I was a hair close to breaking up with Lindsay a while ago.
"the other thing that i thought was really funny when i was in drama is that everyone in that cast kept telling me that i was really pretty or they liked my hair or face or whatever...which i thought was weird cuz when i look at myself in the mirror i always think i look like hell...i'm also no good at receiving compliments so it was just akward..."
Yeah, I know what that is like too.. I have the lowest self-esteem ever. Yay. Not.
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What I meant by this is I have to forget, about us, so that I can move on to other things.. I won't forget the impact she had on my life. So that is what I had to say, sorry if you misunderstood it.
Talk to you later.
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