i am in a long distance relationship and engaged to a man who i love but sometimes i don't know if i'm in love with him. i tried to end it years ago but he threatened suicide so i'm stuck.
aww I'm in a long distance relationship too (4 hours)...and I sometimes get my doubts. But I'm sorry to hear about him threating suicide...maybe you should try to get him to break it off with you?
I've been in the relationship for almost 8 years, i've tried getting him to dump me numerous times, no dice. eh i guess i know of marriages based on less.
Whats really bad about this is Im friends with her husband. Were all really close. When shes over all I can do is take pics of her smoking. One time we all got drunk at their house. She passed out in the bathroom. I picked her up to move her to the bedroom. On the way I kept feeling her tits.
Im in the military. I fell in love with a family friend. One day after a hard day at work, my wife called me and told me to visit said friend with her. I said I needed to take a shower and change my clothes. Said friend told her I could clean up at her place. After getting out of the shower I noticed a pair of thongs on the floor. I couldnt help it but I smelled them. I proceeded to jerk off using them.
I did something similar today at a friends house. I was helping them move. I went to use the bathroom. I found his hot wifes panties on the floor and couldnt help but inhale them. I think I have a problem.
I fear that Im worthless. I have nothing to give and Ill always be alone. I hate myself for hating my family and I dont even know if I hate them anymore. I hate being stuck on this hellish planet with no purpose or answers as to why we exist. I want to get close to other people but im afraid. Im afraid if I open up they will only hurt me like they have so many times in the past. I welcome death but fear leaving at the same time. I feel its a shame Ive had to live this way and no one will remember me. I guess I just fear living.
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Were all really close.
When shes over all I can do is take pics of her smoking.
One time we all got drunk at their house.
She passed out in the bathroom.
I picked her up to move her to the bedroom.
On the way I kept feeling her tits.
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I couldnt help it but I smelled them. I proceeded to jerk off using them.
I did something similar today at a friends house.
I was helping them move. I went to use the bathroom. I found his hot wifes panties on the floor and couldnt help but inhale them.
I think I have a problem.
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