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Dangerous Zone heal
Title - Dangerous Zone heal
Author -
ortsi
Genre- Drama
Rating - R
Warning - Violating
Pairing - KilixKen, ByoxKen
Bands - AND, SCREW
Disclaimers - I don not own them.
Summary - The rotten building was great place to hide.
A/N - This story is continue from fic Dangerous zone and Dangerous zone revenge
Ken POV
I wore black leather jacket what reached my waist. It had been bought couple days ago and it was currently favourite clothing I owned. Linking my arm with Kili’s arm, I leaned against him as we made our way towards home. I felt cheerful; it had been great eve out, we had been eating out and done some shopping. One thing made me even happier and that was the fact I hadn’t heard of this Byo person ever since Kili had been released from hospital. Byo’s presence always annoyed me and top of that I have noticed Byo following me often. The guy always kept asking questions when he had the chance. Questions were ones that I didn’t really want to answer. They were always someway related to me and Kili, mostly only about me. Luckily he had dropped those sex questions, at least for awhile but he still kept suggesting it one way or another. I always tried my best to avoid him and make him understand that I didn’t had any interest toward him but this guy kept trying and trying.
Kili had been released from hospital a month and half ago from this day and his wounds were almost fully healed, leaving small scars behind the places Byo had shot him. Kili had feared I would feel disgusted of his new scars on his body. We had countless talks about the subject but I managed to get him drop the subject slowly but surely. Scars were easy to cover when it came about our band. Fans would never see nor hear of the scars if it’s was up to Kili.
As we walked closer to our home, I kept remembering past events of what had happened and how I had managed to convince Kili that he looked even more handsome with those new scars on him. It had taken a lot of effort to get him convinced and let go of the subject. Even still at times I busted him checking those scars and how they looked on him. Of course those scars would remind me of Byo but it was my secret. Then again I also needed to forget him. Everything was going great now and Byo wasn’t coming back, at least I hoped so.
“What are you thinking?”
Sudden question startled me. Shaking my head I smiled, not wanting to tell the truth what went inside of my head. “Thinking of colouring my hair blond. It might look cool on me.” It made me smile happily when I heard Kili bursting out laughing. I pulled away glaring at Kili when he ruffled my hair.
“Interesting choice.” He said smirking. “Yeah, it might.”
I was pleased he didn’t ask any further questions because I might have gotten caught. I wrapped arms around his torso; even we weren’t supposed to show feelings towards each other in public. Soon I felt him placing his arm around my shoulders. It felt good. Taking few steps forward I turned head to look back. I was getting weird feeling like someone was looking at us. But I didn’t saw anyone, it still tough felt weird like I wasn’t imagining this.
Kili seemed to sense the uncomfortable feeling coming from me because he asked if I was okay. Of course I told him that I was okay and that I just heard something what had gotten my attention. I tightened arms around Kili and hoped that it was nothing serious and only someone’s pet watching, if even that. I had to reassure myself that no one was following us, no one.
Eventually we arrived home. I was happy nothing had happened on our way. Maybe I was wrong this time; it would be great if I was wrong. As I took shoes off Kili said. “I will go and take a shower. Let’s watch movie later.” All I could do was give a nod and small smile. We had been doing things together whole day and I wasn’t going to complain of the fact that Kili had time for me and wanted to spent it with me. Specially, when we finally had whole day for only each other.
As Kili entered to bathroom, I walked to kitchen. I really needed something to drink. Taking glass out from the shelf I managed to drop glass next to it. Glass fell on the floor breaking in many pieces. I cursed my clumsiness and kneeled down so I could clean glass pieces. When I finally finished cleaning pieces, I poured water to still unbroken glass. ‘I shouldn’t let him see the mess I made. Better take garbage bag out.’ I thought and lowered glass of water which was still half full on the table.
Closing out door I took deep breath of fresh air. There was nowhere to hurry. Kili was still in shower and I was going next but knowing Kili, he absolutely loved long showers and baths.
We had moved to this house almost five months ago. It had been great to live in same house as my lover. I had to live alone in new house while my lover was in hospital. It had been weird and silent. I was happy to have him back in the house. We had our fights at times but when worst fights were on, both or I or Kili would find place to sleep from other band member’s places or from friends places. It was good we didn’t fight that often. At least haven’t yet and I sure hoped we wouldn’t start fighting often.
Sudden rustling from close by brought me back to this world. What was it? Small panic hit on me as I looked around to see if there was someone but when I couldn’t find anyone I managed to calm down a little. It wasn’t first or second time when cats roamed around this neighborhood. Low chuckle escaped my lips as I remembered how Kili had habit to take photos of cats and how he was trying to get close to one cat. Cat ended up running away, leaving me to laughing at stupid boyfriend.
All of sudden I felt hand covering mouth and got blinded with something. Soon after that I felt dizzy and world went black. It was hard to open eyes because everything was still spinning around inside of head. Even when I couldn’t see anything, there was this familiar voice. All I wanted to do at the moment was run away but couldn’t, I couldn’t move at all.
“Calm down, you cannot run away this time. But remember this nothing bad will happen if you be a good boy.”
There it was again, the voice I have grown to hate over these last months. It belong none other than Byo. “Let me go!!” I shouted as loud as I could and tried to struggle some more to get out. “Let me go….”
“You aren’t going anywhere. Believe me. In case you haven’t realized yet, I tied you up.”
It was then when it hit me, I couldn’t move legs or arms. I was screwed. There was no getting out of this situation, sad but true. “What you want from me?”Asking silently because I really didn’t wanted to hear the answer which I kind of knew already.
“Oh, wouldn’t you like to know.” Grin was able to hear from his voice. “Well~ I tell you. Since, you are so eager to know.” It made shivers ran down my spine as he ran his fingers on my arm. “I’m going to have some fun with you. I’m sure you will enjoy it as well. I will make you moan like a good pet you are. It is just too bad that the idiot boyfriend of yours didn’t die. It was so close.”
I was shocked how harsh Byo talked about someone. He had been always seducing and at times I almost could say that Byo sounded nice. Sure, I remembered what had happened in the club’s bathroom but he hadn’t been that forward in awhile. Maybe it was because there were always people around me and maybe he was going to finish now what he started. Thinking made me even more scared. I tried to struggle free but still no progress.
Feeling slight breathe on my skin Byo started to ghost his lips from cheek going slowly down till he reached neck. I bit my lower lip hard as Byo bite my neck hard enough to leave mark behind. Kili was going to kill me. I bit my lip even harder as I felt eyes watering. Kili and I had agreed not to date anyone else. There was no reason for me to even date anyone else; Kili was my kind of guy and he had showed that I could trust him.
“Ooh, getting turned on aren’t you.” Hand sliding dangerously low as his breath was inches away from my lips. I could feel his breath. Byo started to massage crotch area as he kissed me passionately. I tried to avoid the kiss much as possible and didn’t ever kiss back.
I couldn’t do anything, only sat there and hope he would quit this. Even when I felt totally helpless I tried to struggle under his touches and let him know that I didn’t like him or his touches. Even when Byo hadn’t done much yet, I felt dirty. I knew much worse was coming. When Byo’s hand had reached crotch area I had started to bite inside of my mouth to keep quiet, there was no way I wanted to make any sounds for him. There had to be a way to get out of this situation which I needed to think something fast. Well, at least try something out.
“You can’t deny you don’t enjoy this.” Byo stroked soft blond hair as he snickered slightly. “Let’s take this blindfold off.” His smile was satisfied smirk which made my stomach take twists and turns, it did make me ill. “You know, it is hard to fuck you in this situation… I need to move you somewhere better.”
“Don’t dare to touch me again!!” I shouted top of my lungs. Byo had gone far enough already.
After Byo finished thinking where he could move me, he untied ankles so I could walk but couldn’t ran away because after Byo untied wrists from chair, he stood close and took firm grip on my arm. It was going to bruise behind. “Umm…, can I use toilet? I really need to go.” I tried to sound as polite as possible.
Glancing from corner of his eyes he shrugged. “Sure, whatever.” Then lead me to front of bathroom. “Be quick. I won’t wait long.”
As he released his grip, I started to massage my arm. It did hurt pretty nicely. I nodded and quickly entered to bathroom thanking luck for this but still I was in trouble. What would I do now? This was only giving me short moment before he would force me to have sex with him. Looking around in panic, I tried to think desperately something out. Trying to stay calm and think with sense wasn’t going to happen now; I already could feel tears in my eyes. It was then when I saw the window what could be big enough for me if I tried hard enough…At least I hoped it was big enough as far as it looked so. It was now or never. I needed to get back to Kili. I wondered had he even noticed me gone?
As I climbed top of drawer I managed to drop bottle of soap to floor. Why in earth in place like this was soap? This place was a dump. I kept quiet waiting if Byo was going to say something but when nothing came I continued my escape. I knew I would be in even bigger trouble if I was caught doing this. Trying to rip off one board that was front of window was kind of easy. Board had barely staying on. I started to wonder where this house was. I didn’t remember seeing any rotten buildings close to home or in city area.
Sudden banging from the door came and made me panic even more. The door wouldn’t keep Byo out long. “What are you doing there?! Drag your ass out here now!!”
As I looked out from the window I noticed where I was. No wonder I haven’t never seen this place since it was down to dark alley inside of city. Here shouldn’t be anything anymore. Jumping out from the window I hoped I wouldn’t hurt myself. I couldn’t think any longer, I just had to act and jump. My band was going to have live later this week and I didn’t wanted to be the reason for canceling it and disappointing fans. Just as legs touched the grass under the window, the door shattered down could be heard. “Oh, fuck.” I muttered and ran short moment and crouching near bushes and wishing Byo wouldn’t find from there.
Byo ran to bathroom as soon as he got door kicked down. Looking around and every corner there was without finding Ken. “There is no use to hide from me!”
Soon after I heard Byo leave bathroom, house outdoor opened. I lowered myself slowly even closer to ground. Tears still sting my eyes, I didn’t want to cry. All I wanted to do now was be back in Kili’s arms. I knew, Kili wasn’t use to my lately habit wanting to cuddle with him. It always surprised him. Shaking my head I tried to clear my mind, I needed to concentrate. When Byo turned his head toward me, I stayed put as best as I could and when he turned his head away I took deep breath. I didn’t noticed I had held my breath.
When Byo grumbled something I had to smile, it looked like I was winning this. As Byo went back inside I decided to take a chance to run as fast as I could. I wasn’t going to look back. At that moment I couldn’t care less if Byo did notice me. I was sure he would ran after me but I wouldn’t let it stop me. I couldn’t stay here, not even one second. As I ran, I felt ground under my legs, it was hard and every sharp rock hurt. I realized I didn’t have shoes. I had taken shoes off when I arrived back home and never put them back on. I cursed every stone I stepped on but it was my least of worries.
As I arrived to road where home was I saw Kili standing outside I hadn’t heard or seen Byo coming after me but I didn’t care, I knew I was safe. I ran to his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck and hiding face to his neck. I tried to hold back tears but few rolled down on my cheeks. I was glad Kili couldn’t see them.
Kili hold me close. “Where were you?”
I couldn’t answer anything; all I did was hold him tighter for a while before pulling away. I gave Kili short smile before dragging him back inside. I wasn’t going to go outside alone again, not before Byo was caught. I didn’t even care to take shower any longer. All I needed now was to feel someone who made me feel safe. “Kili, I need you.” I said in a really low voice, managing to sound like I wanted to whisper it to him. Now that we were inside and no one could see what we did, I slid my arms inside of my lover’s shirt keeping him close and so that I could feel his warm skin against mine.
Kili hold me close but when he saw tears that now were rolling down my cheek freely. “Why are you crying?” He had worried expression written all over his face. As he dried my cheeks and eyes from tears, I closed my eyes enjoying of the touch.
I didn’t want to tell what happened, at least not on this night. It would just ruin it. “Just happy to see you.” I stated as I hid my face again on my lover’s neck but winced as Kili tried to push me away and happened to grab right from the spot where Byo had held tightly.
He lifted my shirt and his eyes got wide. “What the heck?! When did you got this?” I turned my head away from him, I couldn’t bear to look at him and seeing how worry he was. I still felt dirty, the feeling hadn’t gone anywhere. Then he saw the bruise on my neck. Kili’s voice was shaken. “K-Ken, do you have someone else?”
I swallowed, feeling even tearier as I shook head as no and answered with hoarse voice. “No, there is only you! It was...” I couldn’t say his name out loud, it felt painful. I now knew he was going to get even more aggressive than he has been ever before. “..him.”
“Him?”
“Byo.” As I had said his name, Kili gathered me quickly to his arms and placed my face to his shoulder and starting to stroke my hair with light touch. It was then when last walls came crumbling down and tears flew from my eyes. I couldn’t believe, how big cry baby I currently was and it made me feel embarrassed.
I knew Kili wanted to go police again but I wished he understood my plea of not going, not this night. He led me to bedroom where we laid on our bed. I didn’t get much sleep on that night, freaking out of every sound and creak I heard from outside.
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Next day we told to rest of the band we weren’t coming today and I had to thank Kili for not telling the real reason to others. After that we did our trip to police station where I had to tell everything. It sure freaked me out but I had support this time which made it little easier. After that we went to do shopping again but this time I bought the blond hair colour and Kili also surprised me with new necklace. I wanted to get out of my current girlish look. Maybe one day I would go back to it but not for now, it was time for a change.
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Ken's new look ->here<-
~End of dangerous zone~ or is it?
Comments are ♥
Author -
ortsi
Genre- Drama
Rating - R
Warning - Violating
Pairing - KilixKen, ByoxKen
Bands - AND, SCREW
Disclaimers - I don not own them.
Summary - The rotten building was great place to hide.
A/N - This story is continue from fic Dangerous zone and Dangerous zone revenge
Ken POV
I wore black leather jacket what reached my waist. It had been bought couple days ago and it was currently favourite clothing I owned. Linking my arm with Kili’s arm, I leaned against him as we made our way towards home. I felt cheerful; it had been great eve out, we had been eating out and done some shopping. One thing made me even happier and that was the fact I hadn’t heard of this Byo person ever since Kili had been released from hospital. Byo’s presence always annoyed me and top of that I have noticed Byo following me often. The guy always kept asking questions when he had the chance. Questions were ones that I didn’t really want to answer. They were always someway related to me and Kili, mostly only about me. Luckily he had dropped those sex questions, at least for awhile but he still kept suggesting it one way or another. I always tried my best to avoid him and make him understand that I didn’t had any interest toward him but this guy kept trying and trying.
Kili had been released from hospital a month and half ago from this day and his wounds were almost fully healed, leaving small scars behind the places Byo had shot him. Kili had feared I would feel disgusted of his new scars on his body. We had countless talks about the subject but I managed to get him drop the subject slowly but surely. Scars were easy to cover when it came about our band. Fans would never see nor hear of the scars if it’s was up to Kili.
As we walked closer to our home, I kept remembering past events of what had happened and how I had managed to convince Kili that he looked even more handsome with those new scars on him. It had taken a lot of effort to get him convinced and let go of the subject. Even still at times I busted him checking those scars and how they looked on him. Of course those scars would remind me of Byo but it was my secret. Then again I also needed to forget him. Everything was going great now and Byo wasn’t coming back, at least I hoped so.
“What are you thinking?”
Sudden question startled me. Shaking my head I smiled, not wanting to tell the truth what went inside of my head. “Thinking of colouring my hair blond. It might look cool on me.” It made me smile happily when I heard Kili bursting out laughing. I pulled away glaring at Kili when he ruffled my hair.
“Interesting choice.” He said smirking. “Yeah, it might.”
I was pleased he didn’t ask any further questions because I might have gotten caught. I wrapped arms around his torso; even we weren’t supposed to show feelings towards each other in public. Soon I felt him placing his arm around my shoulders. It felt good. Taking few steps forward I turned head to look back. I was getting weird feeling like someone was looking at us. But I didn’t saw anyone, it still tough felt weird like I wasn’t imagining this.
Kili seemed to sense the uncomfortable feeling coming from me because he asked if I was okay. Of course I told him that I was okay and that I just heard something what had gotten my attention. I tightened arms around Kili and hoped that it was nothing serious and only someone’s pet watching, if even that. I had to reassure myself that no one was following us, no one.
Eventually we arrived home. I was happy nothing had happened on our way. Maybe I was wrong this time; it would be great if I was wrong. As I took shoes off Kili said. “I will go and take a shower. Let’s watch movie later.” All I could do was give a nod and small smile. We had been doing things together whole day and I wasn’t going to complain of the fact that Kili had time for me and wanted to spent it with me. Specially, when we finally had whole day for only each other.
As Kili entered to bathroom, I walked to kitchen. I really needed something to drink. Taking glass out from the shelf I managed to drop glass next to it. Glass fell on the floor breaking in many pieces. I cursed my clumsiness and kneeled down so I could clean glass pieces. When I finally finished cleaning pieces, I poured water to still unbroken glass. ‘I shouldn’t let him see the mess I made. Better take garbage bag out.’ I thought and lowered glass of water which was still half full on the table.
Closing out door I took deep breath of fresh air. There was nowhere to hurry. Kili was still in shower and I was going next but knowing Kili, he absolutely loved long showers and baths.
We had moved to this house almost five months ago. It had been great to live in same house as my lover. I had to live alone in new house while my lover was in hospital. It had been weird and silent. I was happy to have him back in the house. We had our fights at times but when worst fights were on, both or I or Kili would find place to sleep from other band member’s places or from friends places. It was good we didn’t fight that often. At least haven’t yet and I sure hoped we wouldn’t start fighting often.
Sudden rustling from close by brought me back to this world. What was it? Small panic hit on me as I looked around to see if there was someone but when I couldn’t find anyone I managed to calm down a little. It wasn’t first or second time when cats roamed around this neighborhood. Low chuckle escaped my lips as I remembered how Kili had habit to take photos of cats and how he was trying to get close to one cat. Cat ended up running away, leaving me to laughing at stupid boyfriend.
All of sudden I felt hand covering mouth and got blinded with something. Soon after that I felt dizzy and world went black. It was hard to open eyes because everything was still spinning around inside of head. Even when I couldn’t see anything, there was this familiar voice. All I wanted to do at the moment was run away but couldn’t, I couldn’t move at all.
“Calm down, you cannot run away this time. But remember this nothing bad will happen if you be a good boy.”
There it was again, the voice I have grown to hate over these last months. It belong none other than Byo. “Let me go!!” I shouted as loud as I could and tried to struggle some more to get out. “Let me go….”
“You aren’t going anywhere. Believe me. In case you haven’t realized yet, I tied you up.”
It was then when it hit me, I couldn’t move legs or arms. I was screwed. There was no getting out of this situation, sad but true. “What you want from me?”Asking silently because I really didn’t wanted to hear the answer which I kind of knew already.
“Oh, wouldn’t you like to know.” Grin was able to hear from his voice. “Well~ I tell you. Since, you are so eager to know.” It made shivers ran down my spine as he ran his fingers on my arm. “I’m going to have some fun with you. I’m sure you will enjoy it as well. I will make you moan like a good pet you are. It is just too bad that the idiot boyfriend of yours didn’t die. It was so close.”
I was shocked how harsh Byo talked about someone. He had been always seducing and at times I almost could say that Byo sounded nice. Sure, I remembered what had happened in the club’s bathroom but he hadn’t been that forward in awhile. Maybe it was because there were always people around me and maybe he was going to finish now what he started. Thinking made me even more scared. I tried to struggle free but still no progress.
Feeling slight breathe on my skin Byo started to ghost his lips from cheek going slowly down till he reached neck. I bit my lower lip hard as Byo bite my neck hard enough to leave mark behind. Kili was going to kill me. I bit my lip even harder as I felt eyes watering. Kili and I had agreed not to date anyone else. There was no reason for me to even date anyone else; Kili was my kind of guy and he had showed that I could trust him.
“Ooh, getting turned on aren’t you.” Hand sliding dangerously low as his breath was inches away from my lips. I could feel his breath. Byo started to massage crotch area as he kissed me passionately. I tried to avoid the kiss much as possible and didn’t ever kiss back.
I couldn’t do anything, only sat there and hope he would quit this. Even when I felt totally helpless I tried to struggle under his touches and let him know that I didn’t like him or his touches. Even when Byo hadn’t done much yet, I felt dirty. I knew much worse was coming. When Byo’s hand had reached crotch area I had started to bite inside of my mouth to keep quiet, there was no way I wanted to make any sounds for him. There had to be a way to get out of this situation which I needed to think something fast. Well, at least try something out.
“You can’t deny you don’t enjoy this.” Byo stroked soft blond hair as he snickered slightly. “Let’s take this blindfold off.” His smile was satisfied smirk which made my stomach take twists and turns, it did make me ill. “You know, it is hard to fuck you in this situation… I need to move you somewhere better.”
“Don’t dare to touch me again!!” I shouted top of my lungs. Byo had gone far enough already.
After Byo finished thinking where he could move me, he untied ankles so I could walk but couldn’t ran away because after Byo untied wrists from chair, he stood close and took firm grip on my arm. It was going to bruise behind. “Umm…, can I use toilet? I really need to go.” I tried to sound as polite as possible.
Glancing from corner of his eyes he shrugged. “Sure, whatever.” Then lead me to front of bathroom. “Be quick. I won’t wait long.”
As he released his grip, I started to massage my arm. It did hurt pretty nicely. I nodded and quickly entered to bathroom thanking luck for this but still I was in trouble. What would I do now? This was only giving me short moment before he would force me to have sex with him. Looking around in panic, I tried to think desperately something out. Trying to stay calm and think with sense wasn’t going to happen now; I already could feel tears in my eyes. It was then when I saw the window what could be big enough for me if I tried hard enough…At least I hoped it was big enough as far as it looked so. It was now or never. I needed to get back to Kili. I wondered had he even noticed me gone?
As I climbed top of drawer I managed to drop bottle of soap to floor. Why in earth in place like this was soap? This place was a dump. I kept quiet waiting if Byo was going to say something but when nothing came I continued my escape. I knew I would be in even bigger trouble if I was caught doing this. Trying to rip off one board that was front of window was kind of easy. Board had barely staying on. I started to wonder where this house was. I didn’t remember seeing any rotten buildings close to home or in city area.
Sudden banging from the door came and made me panic even more. The door wouldn’t keep Byo out long. “What are you doing there?! Drag your ass out here now!!”
As I looked out from the window I noticed where I was. No wonder I haven’t never seen this place since it was down to dark alley inside of city. Here shouldn’t be anything anymore. Jumping out from the window I hoped I wouldn’t hurt myself. I couldn’t think any longer, I just had to act and jump. My band was going to have live later this week and I didn’t wanted to be the reason for canceling it and disappointing fans. Just as legs touched the grass under the window, the door shattered down could be heard. “Oh, fuck.” I muttered and ran short moment and crouching near bushes and wishing Byo wouldn’t find from there.
Byo ran to bathroom as soon as he got door kicked down. Looking around and every corner there was without finding Ken. “There is no use to hide from me!”
Soon after I heard Byo leave bathroom, house outdoor opened. I lowered myself slowly even closer to ground. Tears still sting my eyes, I didn’t want to cry. All I wanted to do now was be back in Kili’s arms. I knew, Kili wasn’t use to my lately habit wanting to cuddle with him. It always surprised him. Shaking my head I tried to clear my mind, I needed to concentrate. When Byo turned his head toward me, I stayed put as best as I could and when he turned his head away I took deep breath. I didn’t noticed I had held my breath.
When Byo grumbled something I had to smile, it looked like I was winning this. As Byo went back inside I decided to take a chance to run as fast as I could. I wasn’t going to look back. At that moment I couldn’t care less if Byo did notice me. I was sure he would ran after me but I wouldn’t let it stop me. I couldn’t stay here, not even one second. As I ran, I felt ground under my legs, it was hard and every sharp rock hurt. I realized I didn’t have shoes. I had taken shoes off when I arrived back home and never put them back on. I cursed every stone I stepped on but it was my least of worries.
As I arrived to road where home was I saw Kili standing outside I hadn’t heard or seen Byo coming after me but I didn’t care, I knew I was safe. I ran to his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck and hiding face to his neck. I tried to hold back tears but few rolled down on my cheeks. I was glad Kili couldn’t see them.
Kili hold me close. “Where were you?”
I couldn’t answer anything; all I did was hold him tighter for a while before pulling away. I gave Kili short smile before dragging him back inside. I wasn’t going to go outside alone again, not before Byo was caught. I didn’t even care to take shower any longer. All I needed now was to feel someone who made me feel safe. “Kili, I need you.” I said in a really low voice, managing to sound like I wanted to whisper it to him. Now that we were inside and no one could see what we did, I slid my arms inside of my lover’s shirt keeping him close and so that I could feel his warm skin against mine.
Kili hold me close but when he saw tears that now were rolling down my cheek freely. “Why are you crying?” He had worried expression written all over his face. As he dried my cheeks and eyes from tears, I closed my eyes enjoying of the touch.
I didn’t want to tell what happened, at least not on this night. It would just ruin it. “Just happy to see you.” I stated as I hid my face again on my lover’s neck but winced as Kili tried to push me away and happened to grab right from the spot where Byo had held tightly.
He lifted my shirt and his eyes got wide. “What the heck?! When did you got this?” I turned my head away from him, I couldn’t bear to look at him and seeing how worry he was. I still felt dirty, the feeling hadn’t gone anywhere. Then he saw the bruise on my neck. Kili’s voice was shaken. “K-Ken, do you have someone else?”
I swallowed, feeling even tearier as I shook head as no and answered with hoarse voice. “No, there is only you! It was...” I couldn’t say his name out loud, it felt painful. I now knew he was going to get even more aggressive than he has been ever before. “..him.”
“Him?”
“Byo.” As I had said his name, Kili gathered me quickly to his arms and placed my face to his shoulder and starting to stroke my hair with light touch. It was then when last walls came crumbling down and tears flew from my eyes. I couldn’t believe, how big cry baby I currently was and it made me feel embarrassed.
I knew Kili wanted to go police again but I wished he understood my plea of not going, not this night. He led me to bedroom where we laid on our bed. I didn’t get much sleep on that night, freaking out of every sound and creak I heard from outside.
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Next day we told to rest of the band we weren’t coming today and I had to thank Kili for not telling the real reason to others. After that we did our trip to police station where I had to tell everything. It sure freaked me out but I had support this time which made it little easier. After that we went to do shopping again but this time I bought the blond hair colour and Kili also surprised me with new necklace. I wanted to get out of my current girlish look. Maybe one day I would go back to it but not for now, it was time for a change.
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Ken's new look ->here<-
~End of dangerous zone~ or is it?
Comments are ♥