As much as I'd like...

Jan 26, 2004 23:38

I've got a horrible trust issue. In turn, that trust issue gives me murderous intent, so how to handle it?

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xoexohexox January 26 2004, 22:42:13 UTC
well, i can tell you how I handled it, but I can't really give you any advice based on vagueires ( ... )

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Oh, Patrick. airborne January 27 2004, 08:29:50 UTC
Your words finally expressed the way I feel! I have been searching my soul for so long, trying to find a method to describe the way in which my life revolves around that central point; the aura of my being is a tornado surrounding an eerily calm "eye."

Thanks to your insightful comment above, I now realize the meaning and the truth that I've been searching for... Indeed, there is no "me," and above all, there is no "you." You are but a reflection of my own selfhood, and I am a reflection of yours.

The way you've described the Good and the Bad as inseparable Yin and Yang within the Self is remarkably perceptive, and describes in one deft motion the reason for my bleeding urethra. I now recognize this malady as the way my Self cleanses from within, spurting forth that immaculate stream of my very being, only to be flushed down the toilet with the same offhanded nonchalance we use to dismiss what we care for most.

An act of self-sabotage.

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sathanas65 May 13 2004, 09:56:36 UTC
Ahhhhhhh! Satsang is good for me. Thanks, Patrick.

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cryingreminders January 27 2004, 04:35:51 UTC
well... we all know my comment to that.. or at least you know what i would say.. and in turn i know what u would say.. sooo i guess there is no need for this post except to say call me.. we should talk )

~L~

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