the only way to have a life is to lie sometimes, if you dont, you'll end up being that locked up child that the neighborhood kids contimplate about, wondering what a child could possible be doing in a house that long. Seeing old friends is always refreshing, to see how people have changed, and how they laugh and tell you you never changed when you do something stupid. I really have amazing friends and family. I just wish i could be as amazing to them as they are to me. I just dont have the time to spend with them, to be there for them and do do random things for them like i wish i could. IN fact, i ve got myself spread so thin that im not really a good friend to anyone person but a friend to everyone. I dont want it that way, but i cant see how to change it. Like, there are people that i look at from a distance, and ask myself why im not great friends with them, why we dont hang out afterschool or afterwork, and its always my fault that we dont. I feel like im going to walk away from high school with no one to keep in touch
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