She thought that she could buy happiness by the bottle.

I love it how she breathes booze in the mornin'
Man, it's so sexy how she can't remember last night
I made a fatal mistake letting her drink again
But who the hell am I to tell her how to live her life?
I find it funny she can never find her car keys
Immediately after telling me she can't take it
She ( Read more... )

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved
you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when ( Read more... )

 "hopefully ill still be with the same girl and marry her".......

well that settles that.

im not that girl...

p.s. its not like i didnt know all along...

goodnight universe.

I keep all the old troubles away.

Are we as safe
As we let
Ourselves believe?

have a pending lawsuit? need cash now?

Fever Dreams
can only haunt you
'Til the fever breaks.

clear liquor and cloudy eyed
too early to say goodnight.

new haircut. another week.
i did it again.
hes so different.
and so unavailable.
its not even real.

i was lying when i said....
"i. ( Read more... )

*** "I wish we could all get along like we used to in middle school... I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy... "

This has to be the longest week ever.
hands down.

did i mention i need a cigarette?
i do.

my lack of nicotine after 12 in the afternoon is seriously catching up with me.

i dont like it ( Read more... )

quiet weekend.

flag <3.
i love it there.

old memories?
texts.
no bueno.
oh well.

quiet night.
i didnt expect anything.
probably should go to bed.
im exhausted really.

trying to keep a straight head tonight.
something im not really so good at often.

Why can't you finish what you've started?
Why can't you try and understand?
It doesn't make a bit of difference if you start what you can't finish
Every story needs an ending, after all.
I think I've known it for a long time
Suffice to say, it's been a while
You're too afraid to face the outcome
Quite likely, you're a failure
It's a shitty thing to say, ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say anymore ( Read more... )

I wasn't well for a while ( Read more... )

You wanna know what you got ( Read more... )