Confessions 101

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As a child, I had a very nasty feelings about my father. I remember when I was  5 or younger, I used to say I love my mom but I hate my dad. I had a very strong Oedipus complex. I even proposed to my mother, I told her that I would marry her. I regarded my father as an adversary. My dad gave her so much stress and I‘ve seen her cry before. He would

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[rainydayangel]

well glad to see you think about your past in the context of who you are now. Unfortunately there's nothing we can do to change our past, but we are who we are for it.

It's also hard to put yourself in your mother's place. I hope you forgave your mother for not leaving. I'm sure there were many reasons why she didn't/couldn't. I used to work at a domestic violence shelter and I'd have to face that same reaction to the women i saw. a large percentage would eventually go back to their abusive husbands. and logic doesn't always win out. unfortunately, the truth is so much more complicated. add the fact that you have children to take care of and it's even more difficult.

[urban_carousel]

what a wonderful calling.
good for you.

[rainydayangel]

P.S. if you follow that moral lesson, I think most nurses will never get dates ;-) we all have our pasts to reconcile with. it's how we live in the present that matters.

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After all, being "bad" or being "nobody" is better than not knowing who you are!

[urban_carousel]

hahahaha.
di naman siguro ganun kalala.

[yumipitz]

awww... *virtual pats alex on back*

nurses were made to care. i'm sure makakahanap ka ng someone na aalagaan mo for the rest of your life, may it be your mom or someone else special. :) ok lang yan, we all have strange and dark pasts..

[urban_carousel]

very therapeutic naman yang sinabi mo.
nadepress tuloy ako.
huhuhu

[yumipitz]

alex naman eeeehh!! :P

naguilty naman ako. haha parang mali tuloy yung sinabi ko.

[urban_carousel]

hahahaha.
wala yun.
masyado lang akong nasanay sa therapeutic communication ek-ek.
at least may sense of acceptance from you! false reassurance nga lang. *kidding*

[urban_carousel]

baka nga siguro, tingin ko nga nasa Industry vs. Inferiority pa ko.

thank you "Peter Peterson"

[rainydayangel]

ooo way to bring in cultural context! very true