Sometimes people say and do things to me that really hurt deep down. I know they never mean to, thats why i never say anything about it. But sometimes it all just makes me want to cry.

Chris ( Read more... )

I know I fucked up. I know i fucked up bad, but please dont hate me. You are the most amazing person i have ever met and i can not be without you. You are the reason i get up in the mornings, the reason i go from day to day with a smile on my face. I have never been happy like this. I have never wanted to give so much of myself to someone before. I ( Read more... )

Chris-
I fucking hate you. Once again you have manage to ruin my fucking life. You are NOT my friend and you will never be my friend. FUCK you.

I am really happy with how my life is going right now. I wasnt able to say that for a long time, but i think things are finally starting to look up for me. I feel so alive.

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today was a good day.

I wonder if she meant for me to find this. Why else would she put it in the basket with all of my belongings? I didnt know what it was, i figured it was drunken scribbles from our first apartment, so i read it. It wasnt from long ago. It made me cry.

I know you are bored, so fill this out ( Read more... )

reading my email, talking on line, and crying, some of the sweetest things said and some of the meanest things said, all at the same time.