I am maybe going to western MA on Sunday or something to return a car. Let's make out. Haaaaaah. Jay kay ell oh ell. I'm home to work for the summer and all that good stuff. That is what the hell I am up to.
My mother was in the passenger seat. She's hard enough to deal with. Constant stress right there. My older brother was in the back seat. He just got out of a psych hospital. Every couple hours he has psychotic episodes complete with hallucinations and severe paranoia. On top of that, I had just travelled 37 hours from Europe. I've been home at least once every semester since I started college to deal with some sort of health thing with my mother. I almost got away with not having to come home and figured by going to Europe I'd be able to escape it a little more. Not the case I guess. I really need a fucking break. Who's in charge of this shit? (I'm an atheist, so don't get all fear God on my ass. Not saying you would or anything, just sayin', you know, just in case.)
is this your twin brother? i am sorry to hear about everything with your family...
i know about psychotic breakdowns as well and its definitely a scary thing when you know people who are going through it... i think the scariest are the conditions that led up to the breakdown.
wellllllllll how was europe?
i may be christian but i dont preach. i can sympathize with the preaching, i go to a catholic school while being extremely liberal AND protestant (UCC) AND i get those effing ladies with their "Are you going to hell? Join our church" pampthlets all the time... ughh.
My FAVORITE was when a baptist church surrounded every exit of our main campus and were passing out bibles. One guy asked me if I wanted one and I said no thank you I do not need one and he goes oh really? UH???? And my response was WELL I already have one! Gosh, christian self-righteousness is unbeliavable and tolerates the HECK out of me!
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Haaaaaah.
Jay kay ell oh ell.
I'm home to work for the summer and all that good stuff. That is what the hell I am up to.
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then we ate taco bell and it was all good.
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My older brother was in the back seat. He just got out of a psych hospital. Every couple hours he has psychotic episodes complete with hallucinations and severe paranoia. On top of that, I had just travelled 37 hours from Europe.
I've been home at least once every semester since I started college to deal with some sort of health thing with my mother. I almost got away with not having to come home and figured by going to Europe I'd be able to escape it a little more. Not the case I guess.
I really need a fucking break. Who's in charge of this shit?
(I'm an atheist, so don't get all fear God on my ass. Not saying you would or anything, just sayin', you know, just in case.)
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i know about psychotic breakdowns as well and its definitely a scary thing when you know people who are going through it... i think the scariest are the conditions that led up to the breakdown.
wellllllllll how was europe?
i may be christian but i dont preach. i can sympathize with the preaching, i go to a catholic school while being extremely liberal AND protestant (UCC) AND i get those effing ladies with their "Are you going to hell? Join our church" pampthlets all the time... ughh.
My FAVORITE was when a baptist church surrounded every exit of our main campus and were passing out bibles. One guy asked me if I wanted one and I said no thank you I do not need one and he goes oh really? UH???? And my response was WELL I already have one! Gosh, christian self-righteousness is unbeliavable and tolerates the HECK out of me!
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