i don't know what i want ( Read more... )

so i was talking to carlee today. she told me that she's moving to jersey with bob in a week. it's so weird. she has everything planned out. i don't even know what the fuck i want to do with my life. i'm just afraid i'm going to make all the wrong decisions ( Read more... )

so i watched MTV cribs again. with hanson. i should probably bring hanson tapes up here. they seriously make me happy when i'm by myself. is this way too corny to be talking about? i'm basically embarrassed for just sharing that with you ( Read more... )

today i had work study. i really don't remember getting up and going to the lab, but apparently i did.. cos i went to history class, too. although it's not a history class, but it's with my usual history teacher. i'm taking it as a theology credit. so interesting, i know ( Read more... )

i missed lab again today. i didn't do it on purpose. there's something wrong with me this semester. i went into history with professor ahtes who i am completely enamoured with (okay, so his wry sense of humour), and i fell asleep. i didn't even try to cover it up. i just put my books away, and dropped my head right on the desk. i sit in the first ( Read more... )

i was happy for a minute.

now it's passed.

i think my eyes may have been twinklingeveryone always tell me i don't understand them. do you know what the problem is? no one understands me. i try so much to be a good person for the people i love. yet, i'm consistantly told i don't care. it's the universal response to whatever the fuck comes out of ( Read more... )

i woke up late again for bio. i hope this doesn't become a trend. i'm rarely ever late for a class that isn't taught by sr. kathleen ( Read more... )

i actually woke up early today. not early enough for breakfast though, which is okay. i don't eat breakfast ( Read more... )

so here's a recap ( Read more... )

so here's how my day went ( Read more... )