tell you about the feeling you gave me .
It was that of falling , falling into what ?
That question , still goes unanswered .
All I remembered was that , I felt like no matter what I did wrong ,
may it be embarrassing or over played , I felt confident for doing it .
I had the right motives for it , and apparently you never noticed ,
but that's okay .
You ( Read more... )

tell me everything I needed to know.
Thanks for lying.

really easy giving advice when you're not involved in anything .

maybe that's why I can't take my own ? /:

lesson is learned , I won't let my doubts control me . I just have to trust myself , and know that giving one hundred and one percent , is the furthest I can go . I can surpass these obstacles thrown . I hope you can see it too . Something within me has changed , and I will never forget this (:

is it so hard dealing with you .
My thoughts are always revolving around you and that's the last place I want it to be .
I've accepted your feelings for ________ , so just do your best .
Didn't I tell you , to forget about me ?
Don't try to fix our 'friendship' please , because it's not easy to forget what you did .
I told you , you'd regret it (:

tell me. Is it fun playing with my feelings ? Because obviously you don't give a damn, and it's getting on my fucking nerves . I never did anything to you did I ? Is liking you a crime ? Or is it that your too caught up with your own shit that you can't see what's right in front of you ? I'm tired of 'trying' now , so later when you look back you' ( Read more... )

has that same plastic smile .
They act as if they have a reason to keep smiling , even when they don't .
Worst part is , people can't see through it because they're to dense to figure out how fragile a girl is .
Interesting , right ? (:

Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed, my heart finding itself in situations which I've never thought fathomable. Why must I suffer through this endless cycle of pain ? I don't want to be sure of anything anymore , because I'd much rather stay that way.

My habit of avoiding the truth, oh how I wish to change it.

I'm surprised at myself. My thoughts can never reach a higher level of understanding. I say I'm not like anyone else, but where's the truth in that ? Individuality isn't common anymore. I find myself lost, always trying to be something I'm not. Why am I so afraid of myself ? Why do I keep looking for things to do/become ? Am I really that clueless ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me ?

Am I really that invisible? Am I not as important as your other friends, because I really thought we established a strong friendship, but I'm guessing I was something to fck around with on the sidelines. I'm tired trying to make everything all right again, when I KNOW that we're gonna end up in this exact same situation. I ( Read more... )