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[urbanspell]

my grandmother passed away yesterday. the news came to me and i didn't know how to feel. makes me feel bad, because i don't feel sad enough? i don't know. i can't say anything negative about her, she was very nice to me in the times that i saw/spent with her. but in all honesty, i was not close to her or kept much contact with her. i feel sad that

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[tigredeisobel]

hey.. why didn't you tell me yesterday? :(

I met up with Barbara on Fordham so she could give me the money she owes me and then took a cab home. I lost Ervin on the train.. tried to talk to you when I logged on.

you're so quiet lately.

[goddessfrida]

OMG where the fuck have I been.

I'm a shitty friend.

I had a dream about you last night, a dream that you sent me a letter and it never arrived, I was worried and when I found it it was empty.

Don't apologize for your feelings, as faking emotions is the true crime.

I love you Abejita.

[_sweetkitty]

Aww... I'm sorry about your grandmother, sweetie. Try not to feel bad about not being more upset. Just feel whatever you feel. It's hard to get really upset over the death of a family member if you weren't very close. I was in a similiar situation when my great-uncle died.

I LUFF YOUUUU! xxx

[joannabella]

When my dad's mom passed I felt much the same way. I cried because I didn't have a relationship with her to mourn.

[ex_rapidfix111]

im so sorry about your grandmother jose. i miss you