my thoughts on me

[urbelovdfaggot]

Oblivion huntress(my aim s/n)... Well, I know I'm not a female, but I feel that huntress gives a better image of how I feel than hunter. I feel like I'm chasing after something that I'm never going to obtain. Maybe I should stop chasing, but then I get that "what if" thought. What if when I stop chasing I end up missing the thing I've been looking

Comments

[thomas_muffins]

Not that I've helped with the matter because besides sending mixed signals, I never end up showing anyone the real me. And then when I do let myself emerge, people are dissapointed.

Why is that your problem that they're disappointed? Just be you, and even if you have less friends, you'll be happier and closer with the ones who know what the real Joey is all about.

[thomas_muffins]

Oh and also, noone can be proud of you until you're proud of yourself.

[sylvea]

oh yes, sooooo true

[mentaly_morbid]

i know the feeling of just wanting to cuddle and just wanting to be with some one to love. i also dont show the real me to often, people see me as the creepy goth chick with spikes that like marilyn manson and disturebd, but honestly i just wont some one to grab me and give me a big hug, to just look me in the eyes and tell me straight up, i love you, but ill never get that. my mom took me to do laudry and i got inside the laudramat and realised ajays work is right next door and i stoped breathing. we went out side and i didnt see his car at firest, but as i walked to CVS i saw it and started to cry, i know he wasnt real good for me, but i longed to just have him hug me again... it hurts so much. i tried killing myself on the 23... i wrote why in my journal.. ill see ya later joe. you know ill always love you and be proud of you. :)*big hug*

Your worth

[anonymous]

Hun you are worth alot. You have great potential, funny good looking, and most of all HONEST to a fault. Your worth alot to all of us most of all yourself.
-Annonaperson

Re: Your worth

[urbelovdfaggot]

hey... who are you? i still haven't figured out

[sylvea]

I love you Joey. I love it when you come to outright, it makes me so happy! Reminds me of the good old days . . . of pink hair . . .

lol!

[urbelovdfaggot]

you really miss that pink hair don't you love!