when you reach a point in your life when u have nothing to look forward to or any one that cares what do you do?

my life has been shit for i dunno 4 years now, the past couple of months i thought i had it turned around every thing was looking up for me..i applied for college, started playin guitar stared a band, got a job, got a girl friend (<- ( Read more... )

today has been a shit day a fucking shit day...my brother is a fucking cumm guzzling faggot and he must die...now ( Read more... )

today was a goooood day it was ( Read more... )

so i keep forgettin i have a lj but i remembered just now so i will update ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun...linzi came over and we went for a long ass walk then we ate tacos for dinner then we went to the movies then we hung out for an hour...i met her aunt when she got picked up too..then i went to sleep and when i woke up i wrote this...so i am hungry and am going to get food now

so as my buddy chris would say "you feel in love like a bitch"-yes yes i did call me what you will but i am in love

that is all for now

(ilove you linzi)

lets see here today is wednesday i really havent done anything since my last update i had my five hour course i got my certificate and i talked to linzi a bunch of times so ya i geuss i shouldnt have even updated

so ya we get there around 2 and there was a guy there giving a work shop on christian music...at which point i started to get pissed cause i was not informed that every other band there played christian music and ya we play metal so it worked well...not anyway it was a youth group so there were a bunch of ppl there that liked it and so we get up ( Read more... )

so i got a live journal i used to have a journal u can find it at http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=urbexpyroninja but other than that i have nothing to say right now...so i geuss just check back now and again to see whats on my mind