somedays i feel like the biggest walking contradiction

[urfakingno1]

last night billy and i got to stef's parents before she did and brit, fran and leslie were headed to the store. billy and i sat down in the living room watching tv with her parents and i realized how automatic it was. her parents acted as though it was something we still did everyday. and i like that. i like knowing thats how it will be. i like

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[malogna]

Way to be the one to finally make me cry Izzy.
I know. Every word of this... I just know.
I love you so much and I'm glad we spent so much time together while I was home. Be happy and stay safe and all those motherly things I always say. hahaha.
See you at Christmas sweetie.

[luvdesea]

I empathize whole heartedly. I truly do. I know what its like to lose your comfortable little group of friends and how hard it is to find people worth replacing them with. I understand.

But I also want to say that I think it could be good for you to try and see it from another perspective.. that is about being an adult. Yes, it does mean more responsiblities. But it also means FREEDOM. Freedom to be you, explore who that really is and to go where you want. You may feel confined to the space and shell you live in now.. but that's an illusion.. because in the end it is all about CHOICE. You CHOOSE to put up with it, then you can expect anything but that. But if you choose to do something about these gripes... you could soon run out of gripes. =0)

And if all else fails, know that I love you! I am grateful for you and the relationship we have.. and I will treasure that ALWAYS. You are my rock in more ways than one.

On a cloudy day, I try to think about the GOOD in my life.. and that includes you! ;0)