dear dear dears,

i will not be writing here no mo.'

however, i want to avoid complete deletion as it clearly states in my info: this isnt a journal, this is where i keep things that i dont want to lose. so upon discovery of a tidy niche inside microsoft word to keep my ramblings, i will scram completely. farewell comrades!

i am so tired of their honesty, your ( Read more... )

Milan Kundrea will tell you all in an ever so delicate poetic fashion that trying to define one's self is futile. Outsiders define us, and our idea about our definition is ultimately tainted by that very thing: a rippling reflection of ourselves in a pool of water of which we choose the most outer abstracted rings of images to be the truest ( Read more... )

dear _______ ( Read more... )

there's no sense in feeling heartbroken. but i left my sense in the airport vending machine last thursday. needing change needing so much change.

Okay, so here is your tentative list for a mixtape from yours truly. NOW YOU GIVE ME ONE. if you want to.

Love,
Urgent_Stare

ps - some titles may be off, as i am unreliable. jefferson starship - we built this city ( Read more... )

late afternoon breeds paper napkin ideologies penciled out in cafe's. not the fashionable cafe's, soggy french toast cafes, where the edges of your plate smell like the waitress's last cigarette break. my order is less complicated than usual because ive been reduced by the setting, i want to call myself patty. patty blue elastic sweatpants. ( Read more... )

in august ( Read more... )

My friend's away message, I really dont understand it much, but god did it ever make me choke on my low cal beer:

"IM SCARED OF PIG/RABBIT!!! my sister got it, i dunno what it called so mom put it on my boob and i was SCREAMMMMM cuz i scared of that animal. then that animal was crawl under my hair and i keep screammm then mom said shhh!!! that ( Read more... )

Allow me to be immature for a moment and give a much delayed assessment of the Reagan hoopla ( Read more... )