exactly. damnit. if it's not one thing, it's another. *sigh* i go through like 7 trillion pixie stick a day. plus 59 thousand lollipops & chocolates & etc :/
i tried to quit my daily pot smoking for at least a week with the main idea that i eat too much when im stoned; except now i eat cause i have nothing better to do. i saw this group, fat girls rock give a presentation and they are so right that over eating isnt a harmful way of comfort. it is when you are me, though. (and probably you too)
i almost started smoking tobacco lately and i bluntly stopped! i am a fan of the head rush. apparantly that dissipates. i still like sucking on white rum colts. smoking feels like a fire in the body. we already have earth air and water.
overeating is a very familiar way of comfort. i eat when im sad. & i gain weight. and gaining weight makes me sad. & i eat when i'm sad. god help us...
head rushes, especially in the morning, are highly addictive. but i substituted my nicotine addiction for a sugar one.
i love you, i love you.... ehh thats all i can say i guess... im going to call you as soon as i am done sending you e-mails with my pics =) once again i love you
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the only problem is that my substitute for nicotine = sugar.
this means helen's going to be 9823750 pounds within a month or so.
hmf...
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Sugar is pretty addictive.
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*sigh*
i go through like 7 trillion pixie stick a day.
plus 59 thousand lollipops & chocolates & etc
:/
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i saw this group, fat girls rock give a presentation and they are so right that over eating isnt a harmful way of comfort. it is when you are me, though. (and probably you too)
i almost started smoking tobacco lately and i bluntly stopped! i am a fan of the head rush. apparantly that dissipates. i still like sucking on white rum colts. smoking feels like a fire in the body. we already have earth air and water.
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head rushes, especially in the morning, are highly addictive. but i substituted my nicotine addiction for a sugar one.
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Signed,
The Loather of Cigarettes
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but it's getting easier.
thanks.
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im going to call you as soon as i am done sending you e-mails with my pics =) once again i love you
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