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urine_in_a_cup

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Apr 05, 2004 23:37

something has got to be wrong when even before you start, you realize it's too late. the never-ever-ending hours of a.m., tic toc tic toc. gulping down my bottle of port with shaking hands, cigarette burns. hiding in his coat, on the staircase. "no, officer, we aren't drunk". slurrrrr slur, blurry motherfuckers. cough yourself to death, in the ( Read more... )

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one_ofmyturns April 5 2004, 20:56:49 UTC

whoah, i was just thinking about you, and then i go to my friends page and there you were...
nice choice of words there...im dead serious

glue20oz April 7 2004, 19:23:15 UTC

you are what is wrong, and your hidden words are betrayed by their hidden meaning. you are used up and now forever scared like the cracks on my heart. but life goes on and dreams are easy to buy. and i sell myself to the highest bidder. and your eyes are no longer perfection or beauty but a sign of fear of being alone. i just want to say that now im scared of being hurt like i was hurt here and ill never trust in love again. everyone is a whore and everyone says "i love you" and lies. everyone starting with you.

urine_in_a_cup April 8 2004, 09:28:33 UTC

funny, cause you make me feel the same.

glue20oz April 10 2004, 10:26:53 UTC

but do you bleed like me, do you leave stains on your shirt from constant everyday, killing yourself. well i did, and im still bleeding just now i aint got the scars to show for it, its down much deeper.

yes. urine_in_a_cup April 10 2004, 12:46:15 UTC

p.s. this isn't the right place for discussion.

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i dont have your email, glue20oz August 18 2004, 09:25:08 UTC

well kate? she is just one of thouse people one of thouse that keep me going. you know its so fucking hard to explain, its like i love to watch her not to be with her. when i spend weeks at a time with her inbetween my interventions the basic day is she wakes me up from a blackout by slaming the door, the blackout is usually alchool induced since its the only "depresant" i know off that does not influence me to want to wander outside. she then draggs on about me taking care of myself and she then goes off telling me i need a life. even thought all those times she was right i never moved and i kept on living in thouse blackouts that were more real for me then life its self. then i went to jail on several charges im sure victor and everyone already blabbed about them all over, i got kicked out of school as a result of me beeing incarcerated even though i was only in jail for 20 days, after i got outi became worse i hooked up with some people wile i was on the island and these are the connections that landed me a 6 month bid, and that ( ... )

glue20oz August 18 2004, 09:57:23 UTC

i present to you what i was....

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