Fic: It's Getting Harder and Harder To Breathe

[urkonstantine23]

Ooookay. So... last Wednesday I was meant to have a TV date with jlz1 . Unfortunately, because of a situation that arose, I wasn't able to be home in time to watch it. I had a pretty randomly interesting night, for a Wednesday night, and then I realised the situation I found myself in would make a good situation for a Puck/Rachel fic. I'm obsessed,

Comments

[anonymous]

Thanks for sharing your story. Quiet an informative post.

[urkonstantine23]

Thanks, anon! :)

[cindysark]

Not gonna lie, that kinda broke my heart. I spent most of it wanting to strangle Puck up until Rachel gave in to him and then I wanted to strangle her. I really, really wanted her to stay strong and tell him all or nothing. But, as always, you do angst so, so good.

[urkonstantine23]

Trust me, it's hard to say "all or nothing" when you're in the situation. I guess you just have to believe in caring about each other enough that you believe there's a reason you keep coming back to each other. And maybe one day it will work out.

I'm sorry it broke your heart! Being in the situation, I really don't see it as a sad thing, but I'm kinda used to it and I have hope that it'll either happen or I'll meet someone else and move on - my heart is still open.

[jlz1]

Oh, baby.

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[urkonstantine23]

Honestly, it's less sad and pathetic than it sounds. Haha. Although, I did go home alone as soon as his flatmates told him his girlfriend had been obsessively calling them and we both kinda left... and now he says he's embarrassed and is having a hard time being normal with me.

Hope you liked anyway?!

[jlz1]

Yes, it was a little heartbreaking, though!

[urkonstantine23]

I really, really didn't think of it as sad. *shrug* I'm sorryyyy.

Conflicting Emotions

[nverde6]

I spent most of this fic being sad and angry. And since there was no resolution I'm kind left that way. I kept waiting for her to say "Choose me, love me, b with mne" And for him to either Man the F*** up or walk away. Cause anything else is bullshit!

Re: Conflicting Emotions

[urkonstantine23]

I guess you have to think that they're young and don't completely know what they want, aren't ready to commit to something completely serious that could be a forever type of thing at a young age.

I'm sorry you're unhappy with this and the route I chose to take this particular story, however I kinda think the ending leaves itself open for potential happiness. I also don't really see it as unresolved. Her going home with him is pretty telling that their feelings are a lot more serious than "just friends."

I promise what I'm working on now is not similar to this.