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[urlilbabygurl06]

so a couple of months ago..we got word that Loney was goin down to FL for college....you kno, im excited for him...everyone is...but its like tha more i think about it, i dont want him to leave...he's like tha 1 person that can keep me goin..he alwayz tells me to keep my head up and go for wat i want...he's been there for me thru everythang

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[babyjewel316]

omg!
that made me cry too
im gonna miss that shit too and he aint even my brother.
we all have had so much fun in the past and so many memories.
im just glad that he got to share them with us.
member "mr. booger picker!" on our way to AMC when we got lost? haha|
there are things i'll never forget.
"short storys"
all his corny comebacks.
the way hes always gotta get the last word in. lol
he cracks everyone up
he is the peacekeeper.
i've always told him that.
he'll only be gone for a short time.
soon yall will be together again
i dont want to leave and at the same time i do.
its bitter sweet.
we are in the same situation.
college calls.
but we always have the phone.
and visits will be more meaningful
keep your head up karebear.
you have a fun year coming.
it may not seem like it now..
but you will
he'll be there.
maybe not in person.
but in your heart and in your ear *phone* :-D
i love you
you know u can call me any time.
and bighead.
i'm going to miss you..

[urlilbabygurl06]

dont worry girl
ima write to you on this thang juss like i wrote to loney...
your time is comin...
juss wait..
but ima miss you too
and i kno he's still gona be there, but its not gona be tha same
thats my brother..
we been thru SO damn much...
more than anythang in tha world...
my brain tumor, our grandma and grandpa passin...
and a ton of more thangs...
ima juss miss everythang....cant even name them all...
i'll be ok i guess....
ahhhhh :(

BIG ASS HEAD

[anonymous]

So i have read this thang like a good 10 times and i can see what i want to say in my head but i cant really type it, its weird. I have been doin alot of thinkin and really just want to live it up with you, mom, and dad these last few months and when it comes down to it me and you will have another one of our long talks....so dont worry or get sad about me leavin just yet, we still have some great times to live thru before all of this shit happens. I will always be there for you no matter what...if u need me then i'm on the next plane up to this state. If u need to talk to me before we talk just let me know and we will defintely talk....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ITS RIDICULOUS....you are the best sister that a brother could ever have and dont u ever forget that...if u do then there will be some head butting goin on.....LOVE YAH HOMIE we will talk so be plannin on it.....reality is startin to hit me too>>>

Re: BIG ASS HEAD

[urlilbabygurl06]

aw loney we better talk! i juss don't wana get on tha plane without you in august! i dont kno how ima make it thru senior year without you...im bein serious...and i kno ur gona say i can make it, but loney!! i need you, more than anythang my senior year...i kno you'll only be a phone call away ,but i don tkno...its not tha same...your my blood,my brother, my best friend! :(
im lookin forward to our talk.....