I typed this entry about nostalgia on my tumblr the other night. I was kind of stuck deep in it, before I found out that night that Mrs.Terri died, before I left the house to surround myself with other people, instead of occupying my time with reading Prep, and cleaning my room. I do this scavenger hunt type thing with myself sometimes. It's so ( Read more... )

Last night, I felt more like Charlie from The Perks than I have in a long, long time. I found out Mrs.Terri died, and I just wanted to cry in my car for a long time, but I also got tired of being alone. You know that feeling where you surround yourself with people, and then you feel lonelier than ever? (I know, that sticks "Dark Blue" in my head ( Read more... )

Billy Joel came on my Simon and Garfunkel Pandora station (which is beyond fabulous by the way.) I couldn't help but wish I had a remote to life and could rewind to this piano bar on our cruise this past spring break. A lot of people I love all together at once, before we were graduated, before real life came and rushed away the four year summer ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to describe how much my heart has changed in the past week and a half, and the transformations it was going through over the summer. I had been so selfish and close minded. There are so many good things I can be doing with my time, and ways to help other people, fun times to be had. Getting to help with the kids was so cool ( Read more... )

So, I apologize to those of you who put up with me for being such a downer. I go through spouts of time where I just get so frustrated, and I purge it out in here in anger and sadness. Anyways, thanks for dealing with me, I know it's obnoxious. <3 ( Read more... )

None of the stuff I've been rambling about matters today because I'm off to Orlando to see one of my best friends on the entire planet!

Also, Katie Finneran's acceptance speech for Promises, Promises at the Tony's last night made me cry.

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This poem, by Andrea Gibson, just made my morning. Seriously. The First Mile

I heard it on this YouTube video of Dianna Agron and Lea Michele from Glee.

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Either way you can hear it read a loud, but if you go to the first link you can read it, too.

I think I may have found my new favorite poem.

I've been reading Hold Still all day. It's really good, and it makes a part of me miss me the darkroom.

So, I had some weeeird dreams ( Read more... )