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I LOVE BECKY!!! YES I DO!

ok so today was a GREAT day! im not even kidding...i had so much fun! i went to school ( thats not the fun part) but i went to school saw Becky! :) She looked so cute today, she always does, but today she was extra cute!! we both were in a good mood all day... then Becky had practice, i went to Kevin's ( Read more... )

Today i sat at home and did nothing...

morning: I woke up ate breakfast, went back to sleep

Afternoon: woke up went out side and cleaned out  the garage.

Evening: Played my guitar, made a song (doesnt have music yet so basically it is a poem)

Now: updating this journal, and waiting for Becky to call me back

OK- I miss Becky a lot, i really havent ( Read more... )

JUST TESTING THIS OUT

I SAW BECKY..... YES I DID!

So today i got to see Becky, and it was soo sweet!!!! i mean i havent seen her in like the longest time, and we watched the Wedding Singer...Good Movie!!  I am so excited about seeing her you really have no idea how happy i was too see her... Actually all day i was happy and it probably becuz i knew that i was gonna see ( Read more... )

Once again i feel like i am alone in this world... Its like no one feels anything like i do, no one knows how i think, no one knows how i feel.  Things definatly have changed and im not sure if they are good or not. But one bad thing is that i dont have a life, and i dont have many friends anymore.  The people who say they are my friends, i dont ( Read more... )

Becky
Lately i havent quite figured out what has been goin on with everything...Everything seems so much more complicated that it used to be.  I mean people do change and stuff, but it kinda makes me sad how Becky and I hardly see each other and how  we rarely talk. When we do talk its good, but then something extra is happening around us and we ( Read more... )

So this has been a while, I havent had anything to write about. Becky and i are doing really good, and we are still together and goin strong... but a lot has changed. like Grandparents are here and its kinda depressing about my Grandpas condition. they are leaving tomorrow morning.  the people in my house drive me crazy, and its really getting on ( Read more... )

I told you that I'd be back to update so here  i am....Ok i just got off the phone with Becky, and we had a long serious talk about trust and thing like it.  And the more i think about it, i have bigger trust issues than i thought.  Like i trust her and all but of course there is always that little thought in your mind that just maybe something ( Read more... )

7 MONTHS !!!!!

Yes. today is the 7 months aniversary for Becky and Me. ITS FRICKEN CRAZY!! I love her so much and she means the world to me... She doesnt realize that i love her A LOT! And the fact of the matter is that i always will love her, and i know its true love! Im so happy, but Becky is sleeping (its about 6:50 a.m.) Shes gonna be late for ( Read more... )

so there is this little problem in the relationship between Becky and I... She always seems to talk about other guys, and one in perticular. but im not goin to say any names. i mean yea i talk about girls, but i dont talk about the girls i used to like CONSTENTLY! it makes me really sad, it really does. but im not tryin to get her mad at me, but if ( Read more... )