fuckin ridiculous! i fucking swearrrrrr. ahhhhhhh.
i cant wait til the day i fucking get outta this fucking bullshit.
motherfucker.

ahhhhhh. upset much? fuck yeah. you beat your ass i am.

HEYHIHELLO

i just don't know. i really just don't know at all anymore.
i have a need to keep trying. i really don't understand it.

trust, its a big issue ( Read more... )

jesse leaves overseas in april.
thats three months earlier than he was scheduled to go.
there isnt enough weekends in a month.

its been 7months and 9days since i met jesse for the first time ( Read more... )

the past 2 weeks have been great and i wish it was like that all the time ( Read more... )

.ive seen relationships like this.
.ive been in one like this before.

.this time i wont be held back.

being sick sucks.

so these days ive been pretty whiney about everything.
its really annoying.
seriously, whats my deal?

u pretty much suck right now.
thats the end of it.

once again. my feelings are hurt.

tomorrow rick comes home and im going to the airport with his fam and nick to pick him up.

right now my heart feels so empty.
im so fucking needy i fucking hate this shit.
fuck this.