I've been slacking. And I have no idea why, its not like I have been super busy or anything. I finally go back to work on Monday. I am actually excited about it. I miss it, and my friends there. Not to mention I have been dead broke for the past month. I should start getting my disability checks probably around the time that I get my paychecks. ( Read more... )

I'm starting to feel better, or well, I should say that I'm starting to have more better days. I have been spending a lot of time with my family. That has helped out a bunch. Nancy has gotten me into crocheting. So far I have made a beanie. Now I am working on a blanket for my dad for Christmas ( Read more... )

Or curl up in a ball in my bed until my life is somewhat better. I swear I am hitting an all time low for myself. It really sucks. Anxiety attacks, depression, all that shit. I hate it. I don't know my own feelings sometimes, and when I do, they aren't good ones. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I feel like I am in a big plastic bag, ( Read more... )

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Just another update ( Read more... )

Where do I begin ( Read more... )

Well this was intended to be a happy entry. But before I started my dad called ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Rachael. I love her so much. We were talking about getting together soon. I'll probably go down there for a long weekend sometime. See everyone. I miss you guys so much ( Read more... )

We Meet again ( Read more... )

Yes yes I know. But I haven't even been online at all. This is the first time I've been on in a while and I'm just on to update this thing anyway ( Read more... )