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I am the type of person that is always thinking of the future, be it the next 10 minutes or the next 10 years. I like to have a plan A, B and if I can make one a plan C just encase. I have also known what I want for years. Since I was a little girl, just like other little girls I wanted babies. Then when I was about 12 I got more realistic about it and said that I only want two. I saw a documentary on China and how they just put the baby girls in a room to die. I thought that was horrible, so I said if I could I would adopt a little girl from China. Then when I was 14/15 a little baby girl was brought into my life. my family and I have helped to take care and watch her grow up. She is now seven. In the seven years I have learned what makes a horrible mother, a bad mother , a good mother, and a great mother. ( my mom is a great mother) I said then and there that I want to be the BEST mother that I can be. It is a HUGE part of who I am and what to be. If I couldn't have a paid career the career I would have would be a mother. Children are so important to me. Any age, shape, size or color. It doesn't matter to me. As I grew up more, I feel in love with the Deaf world and the language. I want to teach it to my kids, and then I two different teachers of mine in college told me that they adopted children that were Deaf. I think that is great! There are so many child that need parents that know how to speak to them, or help then or make then the best person that he or she can be. I know ASL and all about the Deaf world, so I think I would make a great parent for a child that is a live in this world that is Deaf. I would never want my child to struggle with anything, but if he or she is already here, what is the harm in helping him or her. The problem is, is that my boyfriend, who I think I could get married to, doesn't want what I want. He wants kids, but he doesn't want one that has any problems, unless he or she was his own child. I tried to explain to him that all the Deaf can't do is hear. The are normal kids. If you can communicate to them then everything is fine. But he didn't want to hear it. That really makes me sad. I think it is because he is so young and doesn't really know who is he is yet. I don't blame him for that. I just hope he will grow out of it.