haha so basically..
i met a new guy..
a nice one..
FINALLY!
taking it slow..
im excited to see where this might go..

ps..plus he's fuckin fine!

this is what happens when you trust a boy ( Read more... )

yaaa

seriously..
why do guys say allll the stuff you want to hear...
but noooooo action...
he said stuff soo sweet...
sweet nothings i suppose.
damn. i like him.
but i guess if i tell myself im over it,
maybe ill believe it.

hahaha uhh this sucks.

people suck. people are ignorant. and im tired of it.
why cant i ever get a break.
things are hard enough.
i feel like im all alone.
and theres no one to back me up.
and no one to turn to.
and no one to help me.

soo i just had the most amazing night tonight ( Read more... )

soo
i moved out.
into my friend laurens house.
my dad moved to orange.
bought a ONE bedroom apt.
its hard.
all i want to do is graduate.
im dating my best friend.
but its not how i thought it would be.
im not happy with life anymore.
im confused.
im am still in love with him.

i dont understand..if your my friend then why cant you be there for me instead of telling me "hes stupid..and ur stupid for talking to him" i dont do that to him...and i dont need to here it from him..soo as usual...to make other ppl happy..im gunna stop talking to "him" even though for the passed couple of days have been some of the happiest cus ( Read more... )

so i got fked over ( Read more... )

well...lets see...new guy: "i dont think we should talk or hang out as much anymore...its unfair to me." (says it 5 days after he complains about us not seeing eachother enough) me: " i kinda agree..its not fair..i like you..im sorry im jus not ready yet..i feel like im bein punished for not bein ready" new guy: "im not doing this cus im mad at you ( Read more... )