Ive been thinkin a lot about my goals lately..i know im gonna get to em but yea... i just think about them constantly. i mite join the JROTC next year..not sure yet.. Areful got me interested.  but ya never know. My all time major hugest biggest goal is to get in the WWE..WHICH IM GOING TOO :) if i dont i dont know what ill do.. ive watched ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my mind today.. i dont know why. its kinda bugging me..Ive been thinkin bout my uncle Larry a lot and how i miss him so much and i wish i could just be in heaven with him for ONE day to just say i love you and im sorry for not seeing him for all those years..I just miss him so much..its been over a year and im still not over his ( Read more... )

Wow..i never realized i could be so bored. ive been on the computer since like 4 and its now 8:51..lovely!! i really need to get a hobby! well anywayz i keep thinkin about the fite me and jacob had and like i wanna cry so bad cuz i dont know what id do without him..he's the only one i can confide in and he's the only one that keeps me sane! Then ( Read more... )

me and him are friends again :) lol yea im still listenin to john cena..its the only song that makes me feel better about myself. i love it..maybe ill post the lyrics when im done with what im doing now. today was pretty boring..got home at like four cuz i was walkin home with hannah and alexis and yea..lol im gonna like try to force myself not to ( Read more... )

well i have one less friend..not my fault..he fucking starts everything.im so sick of it it isnt even funny. i cant take anyones shit anymore..i feel like im about to kill someone or go crazy or something..he assumes..everybody assumes things about me..they dont know me and they'll never know me..people just really need to stop assuming things and ( Read more... )

Today was boring up til band..then i was fine for the rest of the day..its weird..i hate my first three hours but then band comes up and im fine for the rest of the day. nothing really happened today..Well One of my best friends is gonna be in jail for ten years..isnt that lovely? It sucks..i wanted to cry cuz the last thing i said to her was "we ( Read more... )

WOW i havent like updated in forever and a day. Well nothing has happened in the past couple weeks....yesterday was halloween and it was fun as hell! lol ..Im gonna start savin up my money for after i graduate....which of course i have to graduate which i kinda do but i dont cuz school is not my thing...i hate it...but theres nothing i can do about ( Read more... )

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I like Vince..lovely huh? well yea alexis likes him too..but she has a boyfriend then alex likes him too..they only like him cuz he is cute..i like him cuz he's funnie and junk...melodie and me were arguing about how ill never be with him then she said its not true blah blah blah...i havent been kissed in over a year which sux majorly...i havent ( Read more... )

IM sick of everyday having drama in my life..i dont need it. for once in my life i feel happy and they are bringing it down..its all my "outcast" friends...except hannah and jacob and maybe jenna...but yea..i cant do it anymore...its all DRAMA! and im now becoming kinda sorta happy and i dont wanna ruin it.