Perhaps this pity-pot of yours would not have been necessary had you chose to give importance to those who truly matter; the people who love you (or those who at least put in an effort to do so), rather than those who are good for only "kicking around a dildo around on the street corner."
I find it amusing that convenience and self reward are to be expected of friendship in your eyes; but, I suppose that is a view that most of the world share. Perhaps the effort is not wasted because it is not worth it; the pranks, the stories, the jokes are worth what when you are feeling sad an lonely?
I also find it telling that the only person who bothered replying to your post is your cousin, who you choose to ignore. I guess it is because I can offer no convenience or reward along with my affection; so be it.
anonymous reply?!ursxefriendNovember 7 2009, 19:39:01 UTC
im not too sure how to accept this "reply" to my post.
i write not for "pity" but just to write..not for responses either but to give thought to the 'good ole days' or whatever else is on my mind...
and well im not too sure how necessary it is to give importance to those who don't allow themselves to be available in MY life. but thats how things are i guess..
and as for the thought of convenience and self reward in 'friendship', it had merely been my observation within others but should i have to give an explanation for every thought i post in my journal?! hmmm...
i cant say much about your life and priorities or availability to be 'included' in my life..and not too sure which cousin you are.. but for you to reply like this sounds like youre a bit bitter bout not being closer with me? ...my apologies...
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I find it amusing that convenience and self reward are to be expected of friendship in your eyes; but, I suppose that is a view that most of the world share. Perhaps the effort is not wasted because it is not worth it; the pranks, the stories, the jokes are worth what when you are feeling sad an lonely?
I also find it telling that the only person who bothered replying to your post is your cousin, who you choose to ignore. I guess it is because I can offer no convenience or reward along with my affection; so be it.
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i write not for "pity" but just to write..not for responses either but to give thought to the 'good ole days' or whatever else is on my mind...
and well im not too sure how necessary it is to give importance to those who don't allow themselves to be available in MY life. but thats how things are i guess..
and as for the thought of convenience and self reward in 'friendship', it had merely been my observation within others but should i have to give an explanation for every thought i post in my journal?! hmmm...
i cant say much about your life and priorities or availability to be 'included' in my life..and not too sure which cousin you are.. but for you to reply like this sounds like youre a bit bitter bout not being closer with me? ...my apologies...
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