alright..I got a job at Boomtown casino.so I now will be working 2 jobs ( Read more... )

UGH.....

today i took a drive and just cried for like an hour....

and let me tell u, i feel 10 times better

wow....

today has been like my first free day to myself in  a long time! Party this past weekend at my house was pretty sweet, but for some reason i cant get my house clean again...and it smells like ass.....lol

Okay, so this triday is my birthday and i dont exactally have any plans yet...i mean  wanna go out, but i just dont know what to do...lol
i ( Read more... )

it is quite possible that i might die today ( Read more... )

UGHGHGHGHG ( Read more... )

spontaneous maybe ( Read more... )

My family is gonna hate me ( Read more... )

I swear...I-80 better open soon...no way am i missing Red Jumpsuit Apparatus tonight in sacramento!!!!!

stupid snow.....

I hope i make it!

I cant believe what I just said....

A co worker was asking why im single, and me being in a bad mood burted out somthing......

" Its complicated, basically, I hella liked this guy, told myself I was over him, but Im not and it drives me crazy..."

wow.....I didnt even know that.....

Back to square one huh?

i freaking hate myself right now....

Every time I think about him, I get the urge to text him, and tonight i did

I dont knwo y i do it, im just setting myself up for dissapointment, he never responds....