TITLE: Goodbye
CHAPTER: Oneshot
AUTHOR :
chibihoney PAIRINGS: Uruha x Kai
RATING: R
GENRE: angst
DISCLAIMER: boy x boy love
SUMMARY: Kai was tired of living in a lie.
I had this in mind for awhile. Not really sure how it turn out to be though. Anyways, hope you guys like it
I can see the pain living in your eyes,
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much moreKai looked at Uruha who was sleeping soundly with his head snuggled against Kai’s pillow. Getting up slowly from the bed, Kai took his pants from the chair where Uruha had left it the night before. He put his clothes on, kissed Uruha on the cheeks, took his belongings and left.
Uruha laid still as he hears the door close softly after Kai. He buried his head under the pillow and felt tears rolling down his cheeks.
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to meKai inhaled his cancerous stick deeply. He was holding a picture frame with Uruha and his photo in it smiling happily. Both unaware of what was waiting for them in the future. Kai sighed, putting out his cigarette and flicking it away. He remove the photo from the picture frame and toss it aside. He walked to the bathroom to get ready for band practice.
I don't wanna let you down
I don't wanna lead you on
I don't wanna hold you backKai walked in the studio to find the others talking and laughing about. He walks towards his drum set avoiding Uruha who was seated next to Ruki in silence. He was wearing a sunglass which seems to amaze Ruki who can’t stop asking Uruha to take it off. “Bright light is giving me headache,” was the reply from the guitarist and Kai knew well enough that it was a lie. Uruha probably wanted to hide his swollen red eyes from all the crying.
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymorePractice went well. They managed to go through most of their old songs. Kai took his water bottle and sat next to Ruki. Uruha was no where in sight. The blonde left as soon as they have decided for a break. Kai lit his cigarette and inhale. He has been smoking a lot for the past few days. He was enjoying his conversation with Ruki when Reita and Uruha walked in ready to continue with their band practice.
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cryAs soon as band practice ends, Ruki, Reita and Aoi literally dash out from the door, happy that they are free for the rest of the day. Uruha was silently packing his stuff when Kai walked next to him and handed him a paper bag. Uruha took it from Kai and peeked to see its content. His heart stopped when he realised what was in it. It was his belongings. What ever he had left in Kai’s apartment was kept neatly in the paper bag. Including a photo of Kai and him smiling happily. Kai was about to walk away when Uruha grabbed his wrist and stopped him from walking ahead.
“Kai, please, don’t do this,” Uruha begged. Kai kept his silence, gazing away not wanting to look at Uruha who was about to cry. “Please, answer me,”
“Kai, are you ready to go?” Kai nodded. He slowly release his wrist from Uruha’s grip and walked towards Wataru who was waiting for him at the door.
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye“Gomen Uru and...sayonara” Kai said before he walked away with Wataru’s arms wrapped around his waist.