as Alex stated before...

Dear Reader-

Go Fuck yourself!!!

thanks -
me

portfolio is DUMB!

being sick is Dumb!

i dunno what so say.....

im losing my mind i swear this might be the death of me but i dont care....

hey all...
its been an okay week so far but it is only tuesday... i think its totally stupid that Model and Central have different Spring Breaks.... damn them... im ready for spring break... i cant wait to have a break from School...im kinda stressing over Portfolios... but i think it will be okay...

night all im very very sleepy...

i dont think whats wrong with me... im really sorry.... i wish that last night hadnt been so different... i love you with all my heart... im sorry that you feel like you cant get away from him... i feel the same... the only thing that makes it better is you... seeing you and being with you ... thats all that makes it better.... i love you ( Read more... )

hey all -
i got into UK... no one seems that excited ... things are finally looking up ... but no one else is happy... they are kinda putting a damper on my excitment....

i'm having flash backs to when i was a freshman and i would be at my grandparents house and all my cousions would go and party but i wasnt invited....

i hate feeling like this again....

i wish i had a friend....

i wish she didnt feel like i smother her.....

god i wish for so much.....

my body is sore....
my throat hurts...
im a whiney baby...
someone should just punch me...

i hate this.... this fighting... this not answering phones and hanging out on me... i hate it... we were doing so good... so good with the being happy thing... where did it go? i was trying so FUCKING hard to makemyself happy so that you would be happy.... i dont understand .. im lost.... and im sick of fighting... " im so sick of fights i hate ( Read more... )

so.... here i am again... making a post... it will turn out to be an emo post so those of you who are sick of my emo posts can just stop reading ( Read more... )