aww..i've already forgotten about the kicking so don't worry about it. i shouldn't have cried and acted like a baby. i am just a big crybaby when i drink too much. i also make really bad decisions and then hate myself forever for it.
i understand how you feel. i feel like that 99% of the time too. i'm trying to change slowly, i guess it's the best that i can do. it's impossible to change overnight.
and i'm glad you're here. i do enjoy your company and we have had a lot of good memories / times together. don't beat yourself up so much.
word to what popo said. and the fact that you feel bad about not writing letters and not calling home -- that shows that you are, in fact, NOT an asshole. i do that too -- buy cards to send and then never actually get them in the mail and then i feel like a horrible person. no one is perfect. and you're a great friend and i'm glad you're here too!! <3 i love you bekkeh!
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i understand how you feel. i feel like that 99% of the time too. i'm trying to change slowly, i guess it's the best that i can do. it's impossible to change overnight.
and i'm glad you're here. i do enjoy your company and we have had a lot of good memories / times together. don't beat yourself up so much.
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It's true can't change overnight.. I guess it takes times where I feel terrible to make myself want to change.
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