Today I wrapped a blanket around myself and hid in the closet so I wuldn't be able to hear my brother cursing into his pillow across the hall. I ended up dozing off. I dreamt I was falling from the sky, then off a building. I woke up and wondered where I was and why I wasn't in my bed. It was cozy. I heard my brother stomp upstairs and I heard him ( Read more... )

Yup. "Fuck" is a swear word and a bad one to say, et cetera et cetera et cetera. But maybe it is not as bad as everyone thinks. Fuck is actually thought to be an acronym. It stands for 1)"fornication under consent of the king," which was supposedly tacked up over the doors of government-approved brothels in early England. (2) It stands for "for the ( Read more... )

I'm chatting with my friend, Boris. He claims he's read manga, but says he forgot the name of it. Boris is from Paris, France. His native language is French. He's pretty cool, but he can be kinda obnoxious when he wants. He says I read too much. I agree, but in a different way. I do read a lot. I don't read too much though, you can never read too ( Read more... )

I think I will talk about random things. What random things though? Not sure. I wonder who reads these anyways. Hrm ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts so much. I want to curl up in a ball and just lie there until the pain goes away or until I go insane, whatever comes first. It feels like my stomach is collapsing in on itself. It's not like it's an unusual day. My same ol' routine. Cereal, drink, and vitamin for breakfast. Nothing for lunch. And I haven't gotten home to have a ( Read more... )

I have read many new books this school year, with more to come I am sure. I am glad. Usually I just re-read old favorites. Currently I am reading 6 books at once. Snakecharm, Doing School, Kessa, Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister, An Introduction to Jung, and An Introduction to Freud and Modern Psychoanalysis. They are all fascinating in different ( Read more... )

"[...]Staring at the blank page before you ( Read more... )

Ugh! SCREW EVERYTHING ELSE BUT I WILL NOT GET AN F IN ENGLISH! I mean, English is my favorite subject. I love writing! And, not exactly "screw everything else" because I want to get A's in those too, but still ( Read more... )

Right now I'm in the middle of a birthday party for my grandpa. I learned about this party yesterday afternoon. The guests probably knew about it for a week. Am I the only one who sees something wrong here? My mom only mentioned it because she was talking about what we were doing today and if there'd be time for me to do homework. She just slipped ( Read more... )

"In my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby. I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me ( Read more... )