so im really proud of myself right now ( Read more... )

god i seriously thought i was over it. how can i come close to tears when it wasnt much and it didnt last long and its been forever. its bc i know what could have been and what should have been and what more than absolutely anything i wanted and for some reason this boy cant leave my mind completely. god why. why is it that i want what i cant or ( Read more... )

im randomly and strangely ok with the nothingness of everything. feels better than feeling like i can never clear my damn head and like im having a freakin anxiety attack a couple times a day. gah. hey then i guess prayer works cuz i really prayed hard about that last night and today its like my mind was pretty clear for most of the day. i liked it

ilikehim ( Read more... )

its raining outside and its sunny! it rarely happens but when it does it just lights me up!!

my dad said 'git er done"
gramma said "what does that mean? what is that?"

i didnt feel the need to explain

~you know when you've found it-------->BECAUSE YOU FEEL IT WHEN THEY TAKE IT AWAY

*******im not mopin about anything i just really like this bc its how i am in most situations*****

this are starting to look up again. ha except i backed into my moms car but its all good

gonna go eat

-------------------->maybe 5th time's the charm....

wait wait wait all i do is wait ( Read more... )

no one can find the rewind button now so cradle your head in your hands and breathe.....just breathe