Fuck the world I hate people.

On a lighter note - Everything's just great.

1. Iv been accepted to Uni - again. Arts and Social Sciences is the life for me.
2. I love my friends.
3. I have a secret crush - And you don't know who.
4. Because I don't like things left in 3's. Iv had enough- again.

Sometimes in life
It's the little things that matter.
Like ( Read more... )

Lately everything has been alright and lately everything doesnt seem so bad,
But lately has seen me trying to forget about you.
And I can't.

David is a great help, he takes my mind off things, distracts me, makes me feel wanted - if only it is for a short while. I can pretend but feel nothing. I feel like a user.
We've been loading up on loads of ( Read more... )

Im going through some lessons in life.....avec a book.
I can relate to this book and it's weird.
I wish I had read it sooner.

"Love wins. Love always wins."
"Learn to detatch."
"Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent."

Throw yourself into emotions, experience them full and completely.
Then detatch,

We feel lonely sometimes to the point ( Read more... )

Finally Im free.

Maybe I dont need you.
Maybe I do.

Why is it so hard?
Falling?
What was it that made you cry?
Falling?
Why did you say those things to me?
Did you fall?
Why cant I forget?
Because I fell.

And maybe I am,
But maybe you were too.
Is it so bad to want/lust/have/need/love?

And do you ever think of me?

Why?

Were lost without each other.

It would be....
There is only one kind of people you can trust in this world.
And those are the best friends that you make.
You single handedly choose these people, to become close to, to tell everything to, share everything with, have them become your sister that you, yourself have chosen.

Why can this one person make me feel like this?
I actually hate ( Read more... )

At approximately 7.45 Monday morning, there was a car crash at the bottom of Cairnhill Court.
And all I wished for was that it had been me.

and then there was one.

My B-day weekend started off horribly wrong
nothing was going right
until you came along
and it turned out just the way, I suppose, I would have always wanted it to be.

And I had never imagined you could have done all of that for me.
And I never knew you actually listened to me.
And I wonder why?

Why did you do all that, All that for me.

I didn't really ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate you for making me feel the way I do.
Most of the time it's always you I think about.
Why do you do this to me?

Iv fallen hard for something I don't know whats real.
I hope you feel the same.

Today I'll wish for you.

Who are you going to blame?