fuck you. for serious, must you make it a point to go to the places i feel most at home, and fuck with me? you never liked those places to begin with. are you just trying to shove the fact that you have a boyfriend in my face? for serious dude, fuck off and die. or fuck off, at least ( Read more... )

so yeah, this weekend is gonna suck.  i have to go up to irvine tonight with my mom for my cousin's graduation from UC Irvine in the morning.  which means rae rae has to go without cancer sticks.  while dealing with my family.  who here thinks i can make it?  haha, fat chance ( Read more... )

"tell rachel i luhhh...i luuuuuv...i love...i hate her."

awww, my sweet boy.

i hate you too <3

i'm still alive!

i think i'm going to start using this more now that so many random people keep reading my myspace blog and i don't really want them to.

i don't really know what to say at the moment, but suffice it to say i'm happily miserable.  i'm not sure quite how that works, but it does.  for the most part, things are going well.  work is ... ( Read more... )

so a lot has happened in the...3+ months since i've updated ( Read more... )

i'm sick like whoa, but things are starting to look up ( Read more... )

so here's your fucking update, skip ( Read more... )

gordon: you know why i can read your mind sometimes?

me: why?

gordon: because we're so in love that its just *bam* smacks me in the face.

so a lot of shit has been going on lately, a bit too much to write in the few minutes i have online.

i'm not single anymore, but he reminds me a lot of sean, so we'll see about that.

working a lot, going to school a lot.

broke as fuck. so what else is new.

if you want to talk to me, you all know the number.

so. i'm trying to keep my life from going to shit right now. and this is proving harder and harder to do ( Read more... )