SO i got a tattoo the other day for my birthday. its on my myspace so you should check it out. dude it hurt like a bitch i thought i was going to cry. i couldnt drive for 2 days after because it hurt that bad.  my birthday party was awsome but it coulda been better but you cant change the weather..thanks to all those who came out and partied(sp?) ( Read more... )

 so we moved in. it hasnt been exactly the perfect couple of days. lets recap: Day 1: Feb 1  the big day. the plan was that we were going to pick up andys moms truck and pick up a sofa and loveseat that we got for $40. sam was gunna help us. we had planned on picking it up around 12 or 1. HAHA. ready for the fun part? we picked up andys moms truck  ( Read more... )

SO!!  I GOT A FUKIN KITTEN!! shes so god damn cute!! her names Sally Sue. SALLY!! im actually getting very very  happy! i got a cute ass kitten an amazing boyfriend and im moving in 3 DAYS!!! oh my fucking god i so cant fucking wait! when we brought Sally home she sat inside of Andys jacket in his sleeve and then she slept with him all night. and ( Read more... )

so last night i had a really really bad nightmare. like i mean BAD i woke up with tears running down my face, a pain in my chest and i was sweating like i had just ran a fucking mile. i dreamt that andy broke up with me for some bitch named stacy or sarah and when he asked for the promise ring back he turned to her and said that he was going to ( Read more... )

 13 days!! omg im getting so fuckin excited. ok so i got this job at a collection agency as an outbounder..basically i sit on my ass for 4 hours a day calling people telling them their being sued and that they have to call back for more information.i have to dress up monday-wednesday. BUT! i quit that bitch a few days ago when i got rehired at ( Read more... )

 so my new years sucked. i really wanted to go out and party with my friends but instead we went to stevie and bernies house (andys cousin). i just really wish i could have had a better time. ya see stevie bitches about every little thing and it kinda annoys me a little bit so stevie and bernie are always bickering...but thats how they get along... ( Read more... )

Jan:
got over andy
started dating keith

Feb:
Slowly started moving in with my Aunt Tami
Best Months of my life to come
Became more independant n didnt give a fuck about anything

Mar:
18th Birthday-Tattoo
Mom had a surprise party invited Val, Mozzez, Tiff, Sam, and Keith
The Escort offically became MINE
Broke up with Keith

Either apr or mar:
Random party with ( Read more... )

I miss my old life.....friends, music, getting drunk,

i'm going to cry now. while im still alone.....

I hate growing up.

I HATE growing up.

I hate being grown up.

 so last night i had a really really bad dream. i dreampt that andrea took andy away from me. he sent me a text message from her phone saying that he was so lonley with me and with her he was happier. the dream just felt so real. i could feel the heartbreak and the tears rolling from my eyes. i ended up waking up from the dream and then i told andy ( Read more... )

so lifes been pretty ehh i guess. im starting to hate my job because we got a new store manager that treats everyone like shit..its fucked up because im a manager too. shes made a no talking rule and if we cant find something to do then we have to scrub the floor with a tooth brush...anyone that knows me knows that i dont deal well with people ( Read more... )