o.7 // soundtrack
sparkling angel, i believed
you were my savior in my time of need
blinded by faith, i couldn't hear
all the whispers, the warnings so clear
i see the angels, i'll lead them to your door
there's no escape now, no mercy, no more
no remorse, 'cause i still remember
the smile when you tore me apart
you took my heart
deceived me right from the start
you showed me dreams
i wished they'd turn into real
you broke a promise and made me realize:
it was all just a lie
'angels' - within temptationn
oh my blue, blue caravan
oh the highway is my great wall
for my true love is a man
who never existed at all
oh he was a beautiful fiction
i invented to keep out the cold
but now my blue, blue caravan
i can feel my heart growing old
'blue caravan' - vienna teng
i thought i saw a man brought to life
he was warm, he came around and he was dignified
he showed me what it was to cry
well, you couldn't be that man i adored
you don't seem to know, seem to care, what your heart is for
but i don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
the conversation has run dry
that's what's going on
nothing's fine, i'm torn
i'm all out of faith
this is how i feel
i'm cold and i am shamed, lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed into something real
i'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late, i'm already torn
'torn' - natalie imbruglia
ever get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms
she dies, she dies
at the end of the world or the last thing i see
you are never coming home, never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home, never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
'the ghost of you' - my chemical romance
i couldn't save her
i know she will die
but please, if i could only tell her goodbye
all i want is just one more day
that morning in may
i've fought reptilian monsters
i've crossed a bloody sea
just to meet you here
and now i'm coming home, my dear
the light is warm, outside at dawn
the garden has no weeds
no grave beneath the tree
'part III: the lamb and the dragon' - ludo
i'm going away for awhile
but i'll be back, don't try and follow me
'cause i'll return as soon as possible
you see i'm trying to find my place
but it might not be here where i feel safe
we all learn to make mistakes
and run from them, from them
with no direction
run from them, from them
with no conviction
'cause i'm just one of those ghosts
traveling endlessly
don't need no roads
in fact they follow me
and we just go in circles
'misguided ghosts' - paramore
i'm rushed and closing in on my demon's trail
where all my promised thoughts lie still unbroken
but anytime i trip my darker half refrains,
"i doubt you'll ever turn into some heroine"
someday i must belong here
sometimes i think so much i've missed that boat i've prayer
would come untie these hands i fear
'thunder' - splashdown
night, lift up the shades
let in the brilliant dawn of morning
but steady me now
for i am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unraveling where we went wrong
it's all i can do to hang on
to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes
how stupid could i be?
a simpleton can see
that you're not good for me
but you're the only one i see
'stupid' - sarah mclachlan
love is a tanglewood tree in a bower of green
in a forest at dawn
fair while the mockingbird sings
but she soon lifts her wings
and the music is gone
young lovers in the tall grass with their hearts open wide
when the red summer poppies bloom
but love is a trackless domain
and the rumor of rain
in the late afternoon
'tanglewood tree' - dave carter & tracy grammer