Broken Heartattack

[usednbroken]

hey. Ive been trying to update my journal lately but it was messin up..lemme fill u in, sorta

Comments

[super_sarah_227]

It's okay Ajj... He's gay & You deserve much much much much much better... =)

I Love You

[usednbroken]

thanks sajj! i love u
it just sucks :/

:(

[anonymous]

Ajla..im seriously sorry for what i did. I kno i cant use any excusses but we were drunk and that did have something to do with my actions. You dont know everything that happened that night and i dont wanna explane it on here, but it really wasnt me who wanted to. I would take it back if i could because you are such a great person,You could get any guy you wanted i hope you know that because you are beautiful. Im not just saying that to be nice its true. Me and you had so much fun together and i wish we could be friends again. It seems like we get in one big fight every year and I think its always about a stupid guy or something really gay like that. I kno its kinda late now to say sorry but i am.

Re: :(

[usednbroken]

i understand that u were drunk and u didnt kno what u were doing and i dont know everything because neither of u have tired to talk to me and explain, expecially him. but if u really didnt/dont mean to hurt me than u wouldnt of kept talking to him and u wouldnt be going out with him. Like.. you knew how much i liked him cuz of saturday night. I told u n chantel and u could pretty much tell and it hurts that u guys would do that to me.I was just starting to get close with u too. And now all i can do is think about it, everything reminds of him and what happend and everytime it makes me cry.

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[anonymous]

I feel really bad Aj..It just sucks i had to be stupid. I dont want you to cry tho because guys arent worth it, NO guy is worth crying over. I knew you liked him a lot but I didnt think you would get so upset i knew you would be mad at me and Cody promised he would talk to you about it but i guess he lied.I dont kno what i was thinking..I just wanna be friends again :(

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[usednbroken]

if guys arent worth it then why do u keep hurting ur friends over them. Of course i would get upset, who wouldnt.And i hate thinking about it and u two together and that u have "such a great boy friend" its driving me crazy and he hasent tried to talk to me and tony made it seem like hes mad at me for some dumb reason and god i dono.

i wish it never happened. i wish it stopped after the first time. but it did happen and now u guys are together and i just cant forgive u. And honestly i dont wanna move on to someone else...im scared now.