the worst is over

[usedquixotic]

chris is FINALLY back.... i saw him monday.. he thought he had to work, so he left, but it turned out he didnt so he came back, and slept over, and i just got a new kitten, and he happens to be allergic to cats, so tuesday we went to his house. hmm yea he took me home, i made him a sandwich and made him stay longer.. hmm today was boring.. didnt

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god i love you so much, but why? i guess i just do

[shadowplague]

there are so many reasons we arnt together....the "thing" you did....and so much more...my fualt just as well. i know im saying this on your LIVE journal, but nobody reads these anymore....
as much as i love you, and you love me....were too different people, too different to be together. i am never going to forget you, and i love you with every ounce of my heart, and cant stop thinking about you...this is gonna take me a while to get over...im sure your out with someone as we speak, and i hope he makes you happier then i did...hell, i hope he makes you happy, cuz i never did. send my love to mike, jill, reilly, max, brandon, mikE, and even lily, pear, (the other fruit cats) and sheena. dont bother to email back, i cant get it.....and i cant get over you...
love always and forever, and more then that
**the hated one**

Re: god i love you so much, but why? i guess i just do

[usedquixotic]

wow... how can u go from that ^, to all those hateful words?? that really gets me... well i guess i just wanted to say is im sorry i was a difficult person to be with, but thats me. im sorry that i wasnt weak, and i chose my feelings over my pride when i went and tried to get back with u.. i guess for you it wasnt the right decision.. im sorry

Re: god i love you so much, but why? i guess i just do

[shadowplague]

the things i sed were out of hurt not hate, im so sorry for all of that...
you may of been a difficult person to be with, or maybe i just couldnt handle it...

to this day i dont stop thinking about you
i still love you with all of my heart....all

[usedquixotic]

just remember.. it was your decision. the words came out of your mouth.