[Doing this through text is stupid. John knows very well that there is only so much that text can do in situations like this. If this were him and Dave had disappeared again...he would want someone with him. So he closes the gear with a small snap and heads out of the room, Casey following along behind him.]
[Okay, so it's not quite a second...but after a few minutes, there's a knock at your door, Rose.]
[[A knock? Nothing terribly unexpected. And most certainly not unwelcomed for once. For as much as she hadn't wanted to talk about Dave's second disappearance, this...was quite a bit different.
It takes a few minutes for her to wipe her eyes dry and convince her gaggle of Pokemon to stay put (not that Nartac or Tick listen, perching on her shoulders and head as usual) before the door is finally opened.]]
John has Jonathan and Sara... I realize this is likely a pointless question But how are you fairing, at least? Upset is the most obvious answer, but it isn't the most informative.
And if you'd like to talk, I would be willing to listen.
i d0n't kn0w h0w i'm d0ing. everything was supp0sed t0 be 0k n0w but fuck, i guess i was just wr0ng again!! which really sh0uldn't be all that surprising i guess. that's what i get f0r being h0peful and trying this 0ptimism thing 0ut!
i d0n't kn0w if i want t0 talk. s0rry. and y0u're the 0ne that l0st their m0irail, anyway. y0u sh0uld be the 0ne that needs t0 talk t0 s0me0ne.
Unfortunately, both optimism and pessimism are double-sided blades. You can't avoid being wrong and hurting for it on either side. Though I won't go so far as to say either is worse than the other.
And while I have lost my moirail - and it is quite upsetting, to say the very least - I realize I'm not the only one who has lost something. He's your best friend, after all. Don't apologize for not wanting to talk, however. I can completely understand. I hadn't wanted to when Dave disappeared again.
i just didnt think he really liked me all that much i mean sure, he wasnt a total jerk to me anymore in fact, he was actually sort of helpful sometimes but i still thought i was sort of just... there to him if that makes any sense
That makes plenty sense, but you also have to consider that this is Karkat we're talking about. The fact that he wasn't being a total jerk, and was actually being sort of helpful is a lot different than how he treats others. Sure, he can be helpful with them as well, but rarely was he ever not a total jerk. And usually it he was only helpful because their stupidity irritated him enough to inspire him to say something.
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i was just about to call you about this...
i have jonathan and sara.
are you ok?
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Jonathan and Sara, alright.
Not particularly
But I'll live.
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[Doing this through text is stupid. John knows very well that there is only so much that text can do in situations like this. If this were him and Dave had disappeared again...he would want someone with him. So he closes the gear with a small snap and heads out of the room, Casey following along behind him.]
[Okay, so it's not quite a second...but after a few minutes, there's a knock at your door, Rose.]
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It takes a few minutes for her to wipe her eyes dry and convince her gaggle of Pokemon to stay put (not that Nartac or Tick listen, perching on her shoulders and head as usual) before the door is finally opened.]]
...hello John.
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i have ~ATH.
i d0n't... i d0n't kn0w what t0 d0 right n0w.
this isn't fair. this ALWAYS happens t0 me!
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I realize this is likely a pointless question
But how are you fairing, at least?
Upset is the most obvious answer, but it isn't the most informative.
And if you'd like to talk, I would be willing to listen.
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everything was supp0sed t0 be 0k n0w but fuck, i guess i was just wr0ng again!!
which really sh0uldn't be all that surprising i guess. that's what i get f0r being h0peful and trying this 0ptimism thing 0ut!
i d0n't kn0w if i want t0 talk. s0rry.
and y0u're the 0ne that l0st their m0irail, anyway. y0u sh0uld be the 0ne that needs t0 talk t0 s0me0ne.
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You can't avoid being wrong and hurting for it on either side.
Though I won't go so far as to say either is worse than the other.
And while I have lost my moirail - and it is quite upsetting, to say the very least - I realize I'm not the only one who has lost something.
He's your best friend, after all.
Don't apologize for not wanting to talk, however.
I can completely understand.
I hadn't wanted to when Dave disappeared again.
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i dont get it
why would he leave me anything?
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i mean sure, he wasnt a total jerk to me anymore
in fact, he was actually sort of helpful sometimes
but i still thought i was sort of just...
there to him
if that makes any sense
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The fact that he wasn't being a total jerk, and was actually being sort of helpful is a lot different than how he treats others.
Sure, he can be helpful with them as well, but rarely was he ever not a total jerk.
And usually it he was only helpful because their stupidity irritated him enough to inspire him to say something.
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That is at least seven of his Pokemon now...
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im s0rt 0f g0ing t0 miss talking t0 him
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Perhaps Johto will bring him back, like it has with Dave.
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i havve juggabro and i tried callin kar about gam bein sent back
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i wwonder wwhat happened to it
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I hope it's alright.
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