so an art school i applied to almost a year ago just called me (kicks self in balls) .my head is so fucked up rigth now.fuck life i need some drugs.

sp yesterday scored no points in my book.staying up till five in the morning not being able to sleep in fucking cool two.now i feel like shit and im bored because ,guess what,everyone else is sleeping and my dumb ass is awake.sleep depravation is a bitch and so are people.the human race just disapoints me to no end. my fucking arm is killing me , ( Read more... )

perfect........down to every little detail.

une le jour j'aimerais bien être situé près de votre versant et appelé vous miner et font vous les heureusement personne dans le monde et être visible vous se que vie et amour c'est toutes autour de.still une pièce de myself c'est apeurée mais moi coutume échappé vous parce que im pas état du terrain à valoir le verso vouloir vous à être miner et ( Read more... )

And so I pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand
And convince myself to lay back down again
I’m gonna lay back down, I’m gonna lay back down again
The drunk kids, the catholics
They're all about the same
They’re waiting for something
Hoping to be saved

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what a rollercoaster this life is.always up and down.

i have to drive to jacksonville at 2 a.m. on monday morning for a physical.and im goin to find out when i leave.im so torn by this decision.

i guess thats just life.

had a fun time lastnight. you mad me laugh ,i needed that.

sorry i didnt call i feel asleep.

everything these last few days have felt so empty.shouldnt i be happy .i just dont know.

new years resolution=walk away from my past and leave this place behind.

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HOTdamn!

go get your gun because god won't show.

everything vanishes.