January is so far away. The one good thing about it being far away is that it is closer than May. I've had the hardest time focusing on anything but the fact that I am missing her more than anything, especially anyone ever. When she was here two weeks ago I felt better than I do now. When I'm around people I still feel alone. I was watching Blue ( Read more... )

I thought that I would never be in this situation. I've heard stories about how people go head over heals for someone and then that person is gone. I was blindsided by this one, not in a million years did I see this coming. It is hard to explain the exact emotion that I am feeling but one thing that it is; it's surreal. I've never been part of ( Read more... )

Well for those of you who do not know, I am back from California. Actually I've been back for little over three weeks. To be honest, I seriously am bummed about being back in Indiana. Cali was so nice to me, and all I want is just to go back ( Read more... )

In 4 hours I will be on my way to San Jose, CA. I am going to miss all of my friends so I hope that everyone has a safe and fun summer. I will try to update and let people know how I'm doing. Plus I have my email feel free to shoot me one at claurino@purdue.edu or even destroy my facebook wall.

Have a good time everyone,
Laurino

There are times that even I become to afraid to act. For anyone that truely knows me knows that I am absolutely horrified of relationships. A strong reasonings behind my fear is because I have a hard time confiding in people. This has nothing to do with trust. I have grown up in a world that letting loose your emotional baggage on others just isn't ( Read more... )

I'm tired of the way some things are happening. I can't wait to leave for cali.

I am going to work in Cali this summer. So hyped. Plus only a few more weeks and the new RHCP album!

I seriously hate you sinus infection. You have caused me so much trouble the past week. Go ahead and die.

I'm laughing.

Why is it that she can't leave my mind? All the time I am brought back to her and the wishes that I have. Each time gets worse than the time before. This is killing me. I don't want to be reminded of her anymore, however, that is seemingly impossible