I just found this in my old journal....
It totally holds meaning...
So read it

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where
I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause Im getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and aching
And tumblin and breakin
Cause you don't see me
And you ( Read more... )

Well apparently, I'm a liar.
Or maybe I'm just dillusional.
Perhaps you're just in denial.
Either way, you're an asshole.

P.S. <3

P.S. fuck off <3

I hate you so completely, but then at the same time, if you left, I'd never stop crying.
I hate the things that you do, but I always come back for more.
I can't stand to look at you sometimes, but I can't stop staring.
I don't ever want to be near you, but when I am, I can't pull myself away.
If I said I didn't care, I would be lying to myself.
( Read more... )

work tomorrow....totally stoked.
i got dickie's work boots and they own.
going to b-dubs in a few with some people..should be fun.
and who wants to drink with me this weekend...
we are having a celebration!!!!!!
i have a lot more to say, but no time...
so i'll be back later.

p.s. if you miss me so much, then why don't you just apologize??????

f that last journal entry.
all of the spacing got screwed up.
bastage.

I FINALLY GOT A FUCKING JOB!!!!!!!!!1 ( Read more... )

F.Y.I: It is not talking shit if you are telling the truth.

You are just SO god damn ridicolous.

You just keep getting closer and closer.
Sooner or later, I think you're gonna find out, it might as well be right now.
I WILL PREVAIL!!!!!!
That is a promise.

waiting for you
patiently hoping your feelings might change
breathing for me now
guess i'm coping
but at least i'm feeling
don't take it for what you see
'cause ( Read more... )

i was totally going to write like this completely amazing journal entry right???
Yea and then i went completely fucking brain dead.....
so this is all you get.
a pointless one.
chillin at joe's per usual.
just got done making burritos for his lazy ass.
they were uh-maz-ing.
listening to 50 cent being all gangsta like i know what it's about.
i need to ( Read more... )