[ x ] your first name spelled backwards: nagem

[ x ] the story behind your Lj user name: it was a change from my old gay one...
[ x ] where do you live: Currently roseville...hopefully sometime soon...Cali
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up: lazy, pessamistic, bitchy, and uh...two words but, laid back

DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] wallet - is about 12 years old and ( Read more... )

girls are such a drag

Oh...and A fucking men to what Tiff said.
and that's all
<3

So....I have no desire to hear your sob story.  I DON'T CARE. I'm over it.  And you should get over it too.
hah....sincere...who even knows what that means anymore? Obviously NOT you.

Anyways, Chris is going to be home on Friday!!! yay!!! I am soooo excited!!!! I miss that kid something aweful. hah.
And I also have "family portraits" on Friday. Way ( Read more... )

i'm always looking for an out
and now that i don't want one
it's all i've got
i overestimated your intentions
i fell for your diluted rambling
and all i have are lies.....

it's not worth it anymore. so i am no longer pretending. i am done being discontent with myself. 
i am through with all of the artificial shit. i don't need fake friends.
so from here ( Read more... )

I can already tell this year is going to fucking suck.

Awesome! (insert sarcasm here)

I could really use a really big hug and someone to cuddle me right about now....

p.s. I fucking miss you :(

I need coffee talk and cigerettes stat....any takers???

Let's sum up my life with one word right now : SHIT
And that's about it.
As you all may know, I now reside temporarily with Leah and her family.
My dad went ape shit and kicked me and my sister out of our apartment.....which is awesome considering the fact that I am broke and have no fucking where to go.
So for now, me and Leah are living in her room.
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(color the ones that apply in red)

I Have Kissed Someone...

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me.
younger then me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
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Oh man, look who's updating!!!!
It's a miracle!

Anyway, I hope everyone had a good christmas even though mine was pretty fucking horrible.
But I got to spend it with my best friend in the whole world and her family so that was enough for me.

It really needs to stop snowing.
I hate the cold.
I want to move somewhere warm....
So maybe I won't be sick for ( Read more... )

you opened up to me
til I could only see
the beauty in your  d i s h o n e s t y