ive always thought as myself alone in this world for some reason. ive never really depended on anyone else for emotional or sympathitic needs. i dont really understand the meaning of the word love. i dont know its value. sure i love my family, but what does that mean? no ones ever really been there for me and ive just delt with stuff by myself for ( Read more... )

music is the only thing that matters. period.

whats with people throwing baby's in microwaves lately????

you know you have a car audio addiction when ( Read more... )

i completely destroyed my phone just now.not sure if im even goin to replace it. i dont want a phone anymore. its useless when you have no friends to call.

i dont know what it is but, the sound of loud music gets inside of me and does something, that i cant explain. it creates such a good feeling, makes you wana party or go crazy and have a party or something. i dont know, im kinda hyper right now, wana party, called up some peeps and turns out thats what im goin do lol. tonights goin to be crazy.

i finaly feel like i have a top 8 for the first time so go check it out. i accidentally deleted my internet thing so ive had no internet for a while, sucks but good at the same time, cause myspace is the devil

1. name a friend whos name starts with a "J ( Read more... )

fuck tonight sucks, the party i was at was lame, and boring, left came to my house with shawn, i bored shawn in like 2 min. and now im left alone. suppose to hang out with someone who just got grounded, wtf? and maybe be at erins party but what ever. im the most boring person to be with so dont call me to chill anymore. i feel like finishing off ( Read more... )

yeah so im in a slow process of trying to put up all new pics for myspace, to better represent what im all about. only the best pics get in, so no boring, usuall myspace pics any longer! im happy with the ones i got so far, but i need some more, but i need people to take them with! anyone want to help get some great shots? i have to find a cable ( Read more... )